When it was all over,
I hated you.
I hated you so,
So,
Much.
I wanted to disrespect you in every way possible;
I hated you.
So I took my revenge;
I never capitalize your name.
I always pronounce your last name wrong.
I can say it perfectly fine,
But I hated you,
So I don't.
I call you names,
In my head.
I picture myself hurting you now and then.
A rock to the skull never hurt anyone.
But I never do it.
I only look at you when I feel like it.
I catch you looking at me and I glare at you until you turn away,
Burning with shame.
I step on the backs of your heels in the school hallways,
Then I slip into the crowd and disappear.
I put salt in your food when you aren't looking.
And on three different occasions I have stolen a full pack of gum straight from
Under your nose.
And then I chewed while staring at you.
I dare you inside my head;
Say something.
You didn't.
You never do.
I disrespect you in the
Tiniest,
Most insignificant ways.
But I still disrespect you,
Because I hated you.
And
I still
Might.
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Painful Truths
PoesíaLife asked Death, "Why do people love me but hate you?" and Death replied, "Because you are a beautiful lie and I am a painful truth." (completed) Well. Poems, if you could call them that. Just rambled and rushed night time thoughts. Some of these a...
