Lost but found

Chapter fourty two

Novas POV

I'd gone to sleep as soon as we'd gotten in so when I woke up later I wasn't tired or anything really I was just tired still. I havnt had a nap  like that since I was back home. I decided that I'd unpack all the bags which were right next to my end where I'd left them all. I wanted to put my shoes up we still needed to get me some stuff for my room but I'd gotten a lot for it today including a new rug for me. I think it's a really nice and it's going to look great for me. I had hidden my vape and I'd I'd almost forget where but luckily I know I've got it in a old jumper I had and it's in the back of my draw. I don't think Scarlett would like that I smoke and I don't do it often so i highly doubt I'll
Be caught. I went downstairs after checking everything and sat down Colin and I decided instead of a movie wed just watch a Show and well we thought grace and Frankie  is the perfect one for the both of us. Scarlett was with the kids while me and Colin watched the show. We somehow both hadn't started it so now we had the exact perfect time to do it together so we can watch at the same time. I really like  getting too watch comedy gold I mean Netflix is really doing well with this one. " Scarlett join us" Colin said and I looked back to see Scarlett stood in the door way smiling " sure" she said and joined Colin on the sofa while I sat in the chair. Colin's was walking her through it all so she was caught up on what we knew even though we didn't know much ourselves.

Scarlett and Colin were enjoying the show but I wanted to sleep so I said good night and head up to bed because tomorrow is a new day if it's a good one is a different thing but it's a day. Actually nothing beats yesterday I better just Up.

I fell asleep almost instantly and when I woke up i felt so sore and we'll no one would be able to help me get out of feeling this bad. I did get up  and go down stairs to get myself some breakfast for once but I didn't see Scarlett in the kitchen just Colin cooking. " she leaves soon I thought I'd have to wake you  before she went" and I smiled " thanks Colin's" I said smiling  at him which made him happy. He's so sweet when he's like this I don't know just cooking seems to make him feel more like lighter. I do wanna say goodbye but I can't find the women  in question. But then I hear giggling so I walked into the next room and it is Scarlett, rose and cosmo laughing like the little family that they are. They are so cute and rose is so funny even cosmo is laughing but I don't know how to not feel like shit. " you okay" Colin  asked me quitely so Scarlett wouldnt hear and I nodded but Somehow Colin  didn't look convinced " I'm fine" and I nodded gaining after he finished.

I heard  a car horn from outside  which really confused me but when colin basically pushed me it of the room I was going to say good bye but she had left already . I smiled as she said goodbye to her kids but she didn't do the same as she did with the other kids like I'd have thought she would but she didn't and that made me sad but what can I do " I'll see you later Nova" is the goodbye she gave and left. Yes I was upset now definitely because that wasn't a. Nice feeling.i really didn't like it but again my own fault. " come  on kids" Colin said and he was smiling at me I don't want him to know that I'm upset but my face can't hide anything and he's going to know.

" so what should we do today?" He asked and rose looked at me " nova should pick" she said fast and I smiled " you can pick rose" but she looked at me again " no you" and I nodded great so I guess it's me. I'm telling them and I have no ideas. " my idea is to let Colin pick" I said and he chuckled " nice move novs" and I smiled " I do try" that earned me another chuckle. " well mr over here is due his nap so how about we play a game" and I nodded " what game?" I asked and he smiled at rose " our favourite which we'll show you in a minute let me out the baby down" he said softly and I nodded. I wonder what he wants to play and if I'll be any good at it. " it's..." he said pulling. Out a big box and i red the front " operation omg!" I said laughing and rose smiled " you played?" And I nodded nice to know we only place good games in this family tahts all that matters I guess. " im good I guess" I said and they both smiled putting it together which showed me how good they may be and how crap
Illl probably be. Please let me be decent at this game please.

I ended up losing because I had no clue how to in but I think I'll win the next time " sorry nova" rose gloated for the hundred time. I swear she's a bad winner she won't let it go that she won. Im just tired now but the day is still going so I guess im gone for now.

Colin and me just kept talking  about snl he wanted to take me to see how ut all was. He actually thinks im funny and he said ut which I don't believe. But he thinks it's an environment I'll enjoy and I actually agreed to go when he wanted to take me. But I don't know if he will actually take me that's another issue maybe Scarlett won't let him so people don't know who I am? I don't know there's a lot of things that play on my mind it seems like. It's really taking my mind of the fact Scarlett will never treat me the way she treats the others. It's just a fact I should face I guess.

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