Lost but found

Chapter four

Novas POV

" so I've put you guys in pairs and well you'll be told what's going on by you're partner." And we all nodded I didn't have a clue who he was putting me with and after that embarrassing video I wanted to ask if I could leave. " okay so, Peter you're with Robert." And I knew Pete looked up to him so and Arnie did well with that one. " Alex you're with Brie, Devin you're with Sebastian, Jackson you're with Anthony, Elizabeth you're with Isaac. Chris you're with me and Scarlett you're with nova" And I sighed ofcourse arnie put me last but he also had to put me with Scarlett. Literally my role model how I'm going to do this is beyond me. I can do this she's a normal person I just have to think of her as a normal person. Arnie came and handed us all envelopes and well he told me not open the envelope until I was away. I did try to open it but he slapped my hand and then I heard someone laugh and I looked to see Scarlett smiling at us. Arnie looked pleased with himself and he started to talk again. He was giving us all places to go. We had to take our partner to that place and answer what ever questions arnie put on there. I promised to be honest so I'm hoping they don't out  my insecurities. " nova you guys can go to F7" and I nodded at him I stood and she was just looking at me and I smiled " you wanna stay here all day or are you gonna join me?" And that seemed to wake her out of her day dream. She followed me out of the room and she spoke " I'm Scarlett" And I smiled " I know but it's nice to meet you I'm nova" And she just smiled wide at me. She was quieter but she was looking at me I didn't really look at her that would be awkward. I walked into the empty class and I sat down. She put her chair opposite my own and we sat. " so we both have to answer honestly or we'll I do you could lie and I wouldn't know" and she giggled " I'll be honest I promise" and I smiled at her. I pulled the paper out of the envelope and we'll when I read the questions the urge to kick arnie was strong. I didn't speak but Scarlett did " how bad am I gonna regret that promise" and I laughed " as much as I am right now. Erm it's starts easy though" ans she nodded waiting for me to continue.

Scarlett's POV

I just kept glancing back at her as she sat down. She looked so familiar yet I'd never met her before and I was so sure I'd definitely remember her little face if I had. And the that video started, I didn't know that they were all so talented, they had their own magazine and they modelled for some big ones too. I mean they've been in vogue and that was a picture of Devin on one side in a dress with Alex on the other side in a jumpsuit and then nova in the middle sat in a suit. She looked so powerful and well she commanded the room. It was somethings she enjoyed you could tell from her eyes in that photo. And then those videos of her just laughing and smiling honestly I think her laugh may be the best thing I've ever heard. She's got the cutest laugh and her smile is adorable. She's smiling like a goof and she looks genuinely happy. But there was one clip where it was the opposite she looked upset. So sad I could see the tear stains on her face and we'll it was gone to fast. I wanted to know what made her so sad and make sure it couldn't never do that to her again. It broke my heart knowing she's feeling that hurt.

We were sat in the room and I was glad we were partnered together. I mean the other kids looks sweet but something is just so captivating about her I just wanna know her. " so the first one is what's you're full name?" And I smiled that was easy at least " Scarlett ingrid johansson" and she nodded and spoke " erm novalie Ophelia Harris" and my smile dropped what? She looked panicked and spoke again " you don't like my name?" And I shook my head I really didn't know what to say because that was the biggest coincidence ever. " no I love it I erm just shocked me" and she asked me why but I gave her a small smile " is that a question on there?" And she knew what I was getting at and she rolled her eyes with a smile. Could she be my little girl? No I'm just thinking to much. " what's you're date of birth ?" And I answered " 22 November 1984 you?" And she smiled wide " 8th of June 2007" no fucking way. Okay that's to many coincidences. " okay next one who do you look like you're mum or dad?" And she was frowning so I asked " what's wrong?" And she gave me a small smile but she was scrunching her Nose which is so cute " I erm don't look like either of them. They both have dark curly hair and brown eyes and well I don't and also my whole face is different" that's not a coincidence. I felt teary but I coudnt say anything without freaking her out anyway. " okay erm do you mind if I ask the questions now?" I asked and she nodded she was sweet. I looked over them and yes she was right they got worse " worst fear?" And I answered " cockroaches" and she gave a nervous smile " I have to answer honest erm well normal stuff like spiders and snakes but definitely heights" and I gave her a smile. " do you have any siblings?" Ans I spoke with a smile " I have 4 siblings 3 brothers anda sister" and she smiled " that's must be nice. I have a little sister but she's satans spawn" ans I chuckled " she can't be that bad" and she shook her head she looked kinda sad " she's my parent's favourite so she gets away with so much. There very affectionate with her and they spoil her. I mean I know I'm older but even when I was that age they didn't even tell me they loved me. I've actually never heard them say it" she said that last part quietly "oh" and I felt so sad for her. No parents should treat there child like that. Or if I'm right no one should treat my child like that. I really hope I'm right." one thing you wnat but can't have?" And I frowned I did promise her I'd answer correctly myself but she spoke first " erm well-" ans I stopped her she looked really nervous " you don't have to answer novs"
And she smiled at me but she shook her head " I don't break pinky promises. It's a mothers love" ans she looked down and I swear my heart just broke. Even if she isn't my little girl no child deserves to hurt like this " it's okay just life right?" She said and I could see she was smiling but it wasn't in her eyes. I could see she was on the verge of tears so I spoke " my daughter although I have a feeling I may be changing that soon" ans she looked really confused " well the next question is you're biggest secret so I can explain with that"
Nova looked at me " I'll go first. It's that i think I can't be loved" and I quickly spoke " novalie sweet heart" and she just looked so vulnerable okay I can be vulnerable too " I had a daughter When I was 17." And she looked up at me with shock " she got taken from me an hour after I had her. I fell asleep and when I woke up she was gone." And she spoke " that's horrible" and I have her a small smile I knew I was about  out to cry " I named her novalie Ophelia" and I saw her freeze " she was born on the 8th of June 2007 and she had the same birthmark as me on her wrist" and I pulled my sleeve so she could see and I saw her eyes widen again. She didn't say anything she just pulled her sleeve up and there it was. My birthmark on my baby. I looked up with a small smile but she looked scared. " nova?" And she looked at me " I can't be. I- I " and I could see her  breathing picking up so I moved forward and took her hand " hey hey darling breath. I got you im here." And she looked at me and I saw she was having some inner battle " I'm okay" and she clearly wasn't but she let go of my hands but I felt her hesitation. She didn't want too. She's holding back because she's scared. I mean what I know about her so far it looks like that's the reason.

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