Lost but found

Chapter ninety

Novas POV

I was waiting for her to get home but Colin could see that and the fact I was waiting and probably would be waiting for absolutely ages since she is very busy. " okay how about you and me go out to the back with the kids and just mess around " and i smiled he's so sweet " okay colin" ans she smiled and picked Cosmo up. " you know you too are twins" and he chuckled " atleast I get one too. You're Scarlett's little twin. And rose looks like Scarlett" and I laughed " you don't share dna with us that's why we look like her more" and he nodded I saw his face kinda falter and I knew what I had to say " but dna never mattered you're our dad weather you look like us or not especially mine" and he looked up at me with pure puppy dog eyes " you see me as you're dad?"- me I laughed " erm yes I don't know what you think I would of thought of you as Colin"
And he gave me a shy smile " Wellllllll you're mother's husband" and I sighed " I love Scarlett and she's amazing and I have to talk with her but it's you and me talking right now: I've trusted you since I met yous nd you've been my dad from that moment. You've never let me doubt anything you do anything to make me happy you're just amazing and Cosmo and roseate lucky to have you too"
And he came and side hugged me because he had a baby in one hand " you're one of the best daughters in the world. You're so much life then I could ask for and I got extream oh lucky in life to have you, another beautiful daughter and a gorgeous son not to mention my lovely wife" and I smiled " we got lucky with you dad" and I saw him just melt. Like he's proper happy and I smiled happy I did that. I like that. I caused it.

We were in the back garden and the kids were playing when I heard a voice " always having so much fun without me" and I looked back at Scarlett who was smiling I ran to her and she looked a little surprised but she looked at me with what I can only call love. She pulled me into her and then smiled " hey my little baby" and i just snuggled into her  I won't say I'm not little I'm just gonna be happy that I have a mum and dad. I just wanted to savour this feeling like it's the last.

She held me really close and swayed me which seems to be a thing she does often. It's nice it feels warm and makes me feel fuzzy because she holds me like I'm a baby. " I really wanna wit you two keep this up but these two missed you too" Colin's aid passing the Baby to her she just smiled and took him. I smiled at how much care she has for him. I mean you can't just kid care. She loves him and she loves me and Colin seems extraordinarily happy and well I am too. She's just the glue to this family. I stood back and I had gotten a call so I didn't really say anything because Colin and Scarlett were talking I just went upstairs.

" hey I saw that interview" Peter said and I smiled a dopey smile " I'm her nova" I said in a happy voice and he matched my smile " I'm really happy for you nova" ans I smiled at him " thanks pete for everything especially with what's happened over the years" and he shook his head " the fact that you're too smart you know how you were in complete denial and now you're with you're family. " and I sighed I know what I'm doing to myself and yet I stulll let makeup hurt. " I thought you'd be in Scarlett's arms honestly" and I sighed " she's with Cosmo and rose downstairs" and he frowned " is that still a thing?" And I nodded " yep And nope. I mean there her kids but I know she loves me. I just I sound stupid when I say this-."

Scarlett's POV

" where's my child" I asked lookinga round she was just here " she got a call I think I'll take these two to my moms for the night like we planned" and I nodded cousins parents are going away for a Holliday and they wanted to me the kids. They wanted to keenmova but I'm still abit scared to let her stay anywhere that isn't with Lizzie. I mean I can only let her go stay with Lizzie or even Chris because she's there main priority they wouldn't have anything else and even if they did they wouldn't let her out of there sights.

" I love you" I said kissing both my kids cheeks and Colin smirked " I think I might stay too" and I nodded slowly " a mother daughter day is well over due for my little monkey don't you think?" And he nodded with me " yes you are which means no dad so that settles it" and I smiled. I went upstairs to see where my child has gone off too. I heard her voice and I also could hear Peter which is amamzing because I love talking with him about her he cares about her so much and he loves to tell me stories about her when she was a kid.

I stood outside the door and I could hear what they were saying " I just I sound stupid when I say this because I didn't get that time with her. Like I know they have her to grow up with but I didn't and I wouldn't change it but I would because I wanted my mama" and i let out a shaky breath she just referred to me as mama. She didn't call me it technically but she sees me as her mama. " no you don't because that's how you feel" and I heard her groan " I don't want to feel that though Peter. I wanna be happy I wanna tell her how I feel and not worry she doesn't care or has better things to do but I'm wired like that" and I decided to stop being an idiot and knock on the door " who is it?" Ans I owned it and popped my head in to see her laying on the bed with her phone facing me. Her and Peter nigh looking at me.

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She was supposed to call her mama in this but it'll have to be soon it seems I have more I wanna write.

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