Chapter 14 No More Secrets

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Tony's Pov:

I went and had Happy drop me off at the jet...I flew to Japan and met up with Pepper to help with some deals. I didn't think I'd be gone that long and I didn't realize how long I had been gone. I didn't keep it a secret...Rhodey and Bruce knew where I was...I had a hard time sleeping and was honestly stressed out more by the time it was over so when I got home I thought I could just go up to my room and crash...I needed a soak but didn't feel up for it so when I got back I was just so done...the elevator opened and I froze...Loki crossed his arms...It's fine...I walked past him or tried to.

"Where the hell have you been?!" He snapped and my head pounded...I stared blankly at him for a minute.

"Out." I said and tried to go to my room.

"Oh we are not playing that game, Stark." Loki snapped and I flinched...my nerves were already fucked.

"Loki...not now." I said.

"Yes now! Do you know how worried we were!? You just left and di-" He kept shouting and a ringing started to get louder and louder...my breath hitching slightly...it's fine...this is ok...it's ok...it's fine...I didn't even notice Stephen was in here but I got his scent meaning he didn't even want to talk to me or see me...It's fine...my breath caught...It's fine...It's ok...it's...it's...so fucking much! I'm sorry! I didn't mean to fucking destroy everything! I didn't mean to! Failure! Liar! Can't do anything right! You're the bad guy! You did this! You ruined it! The room flickering...

"You had one fucking job!" Ty snarled. "And you couldn't even do that one thing right! The one thing you were born to do and you fucked it up! What is wrong with you!?"

"I'm...sorry."

"SORRY!? You think sorry fixes things!? Sorry don't do shit!" My chest felt tight.

"Sorry." I said.

"I swear to god you are so fucking worthless!"

"I'm...sorry."

"You can't even apologize right!" I fell to my knees clutching my head as it pounded.

"I'm sorry ok!" I shouted and it went silent...my breath hitching and...

"Anthony." I flinched hard at the shock of a cool hand on my cheek. "Breath." I blinked...I... "Anthony breath." Loki? "Breath sweetheart." I let out a small wheeze. "Now in." Loki said...I...I blinked as the world start to focus back in.

"Anthony, breath...with me...come on." I blinked and felt my hand touching someone's chest...I tried to copy. "That's it...just like that." I choked cause my eyes focused on Stephen who looked worried... "Shhh...just breath." He said softly. I felt my eyes burn as I started to cry.

"I'm sorry." I choked.

"None of that...later ok...right now just focus on breathing ok." He said...

"Stephen." Loki said.

"Later...he looks exhausted." Stephen said.

"But..."

"Lo...look at him." Stephen said and I swallowed.

"I...I'm ok." I said.

"No you're not...you feel warm." Stephen said.

"It's ok." I said.

"Anthony I'm going to ask you some questions and I just want a yes or no." Stephen said... "Do you understand?" He asked softly.

"Yes." I said.

"Have you been in water since you left?" Stephen asked.

"Yes." I said.

"Other than a shower?" He asked.

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