Heartstopper oneshots!

please

TW panic attack

sorry for this one y'all...

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Nick POV

I haven't heard from Charlie in about 2 days.

He hasn't been at school and according to Elle, Tori hasn't either.

My feet carry me back and forth across my room, the unopened messages a glowing reminder on my bed.

My mind races at a million miles an hour, full of what ifs.

What if

What if he

What if he's-

I slide my back down against my door and sit on the floor, head between my knees, a sudden sob wracking through my body.

My lungs try to take in air but it feels like my throat has closed up.

I throw my head back and gasp out.

Hot tears stream down my cheeks as my hands shake beside me. My head starts to spin as the little bit of air I could get in quickly diminishes.

I squeeze my eyes shut and try my best to breathe, pure adrenaline coursing through my veins.

The next couple minutes are a blur of laboured breaths, tears and fading consciousness.

The next thing I remember is a notification going off on my phone, the sound slightly bringing me back to my senses.

I stay on the floor for what feels like forever, trying to regain strength and willing myself to stop shaking.

Once I finally gain the strength to get my phone I notice the 5 missed calls from Charlie.

I immediately call him back, he answers immediately.

"I'm so sorry." He says instantly

"Charlie." I whisper, fresh tears forming in my eyes.

"Nick my parents decided we needed some family time and didn't let us use our phones or go to school." He rushes out

"It's ok," I breathe out, "It's ok Charlie I'm just glad you're alright."

"Are you ok?"

"I'm fine, don't worry about me."

"Nick..." He whispers.

"I'm just glad you're alright," I choke out, trying my best not to cry.

"Should I come over?"

"Please."

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pt.2??