🕊L.CY🕊 tired

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𝙻𝚎𝚎 𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚎𝚢𝚎𝚘𝚗 𝚇 𝙵𝚎𝚖 𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛
𝙶𝚎𝚗𝚛𝚎:𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚜𝚝

"𝙸𝚖 𝚝𝚘𝚘 𝚝𝚒𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚠𝚊𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞"
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Chaeyeon was real damn busy her schedules are loaded as an iz*one member she had no enough time to rest or anything

Even making time for her girlfriend she can't she drink water after their practice then open her phone to be welcome by y/n's messages

Love

Hi love:))
Good morning☺
Have you eaten?

I know you're kinda busy
Just always do your best okay?

But please do know
That i miss you...:)

Chaeyeon sigh as she notice that y/n forgot her favorite phrase y/n forgot her "i love you" for nth time

She walk to their manager and beg to let her visit y/n tonight gladly the manager agree

Time skip

The practice was over she's heading way back home when she arrive she was welcomed by a duffel bag in the door she frowned and look upstair so she knew y/n was there

She go up to see y/n packing her clothes she gulp

"baby? Where are you going?" she asks y/n did not reply

"baby? Answer me please...didn't you miss me?" she said again y/n look at her

"home... Im going home" y/n said in cold tone

"but you are home..."  suddenly chaeyeon think about something unpleasant something that she's afraid of to happen she walk near you and hug you

"baby...please tell me im wrong... Right?you wont leave me" chaeyeon tried to meet your gaze but you avoid it

"im sorry" thats all you can say and continue packing your belongings

"i don't wanna hear...i don't wanna see..." chaeyeon hugs you so tight "don't go..., dont leave" you can hear her sobbing she feel so hurt with her thoughts she knew the answers and she knew...

You're going to leave her

"chaeyeon...im so tired of waiting for you..."you let those words to slip out of your mouth as your tears continue to fall

This is what chaeyeon was afraid of she already thinks about it a lot of times not just once but a lot of times...

She kneel in front of you and hug your waist

"baby...please don't get tired of me y/n... I promise to make time for you...im sorry y/n" chaeyeon cried while begging at you but you already made up your mind

You are tired....

You kneel until your face are inch away from each other and you caress her cheeks you dried her tears

"i love you..." you said

"i love you too so don't leave me..." chaeyeon begged you shook your head

"i love you but somehow im tired of waiting... You never reply on my messages...you never call me,even answering my calls is another responaibility for you...so its better to leave than continue being your another responsibility" you said and kiss her right cheeks you feel her tears through your lips

"y-y/n... Im sorry... But i can't i can't let go of you... Call me stupid or anything its okay but don't leave me...its my fault i know but im begging don't leave me..." she begged once again she will keep on begging you until you said that you will never leave her but in this moment...

Its not going to happen...

"im really sorry chaeyeon-ahh...i'll continue being your supporter but somehow i will stop being your lover" you said and kiss her lips into one passionate kiss

After pulling out you stood up and continue packing your things chaeyeon was crying while watching you she knew she can't stop you this time...

After you pack your things you grab your duffle bag and your another bag and you walk until you reach downstairs chaeyeon was following you while crying

"y/n...don't do this..." she said and look at you with pleading eyes but you choose to shrugg it off you give her one last hug before you hailed a cab and left you cried because of unexplainable pain

Meanwhile

Chaeyeon cried in the moment she saw you entering the cab you already get tired of her what worst she didn't even had the chance to fix things before it get worse

She sob and cry she decided to leave the place cause its getting more painful the more she stays in your house

She arrive at the dorm

"oh chaeyeon-ahh i thought yo--WHY ARE YOU CRYING!?" eunbi said sakura who heard that immediately turn off her gaming devices and look at chaeyeon who's crying a mess

"unnie...she left... She left me already" chaeyeon hug her unnies as she feel her knees get weak "its all my fault unnie... I never amswer her text, even her calls i never ask her if she's okay or not... How can she stay?" the older bring her in the couch she rest her headom sakura's shoulder sakura hug her and kiss her temple

"everything will be okay soon jjaeyeon"sakura hug her bestfriend

Chaeyeon go in the room and just cry all the time she tried contacting you but you're always cannot be reach she even skip her meals that sent the whole group activity into hiatus

Meanwhile you are crying starring at the ceiling as the sadness takes you you know you shouldn't have give up on her but you are tired really really tired you love her but somehow its not enough

Then someone enter your room you forgot to lock your door even your room hoping you get murdered in the middle of the night but your thoughts flew away when you saw yujin

"why did you broke up on her?" yujin asks you but nonethless she hugs you first

"im tired waiting" you said and cry hug your own knees

"i know its tiring but its much more tiring living your life without the love of your life" she said you wipe your tears

"maybe we are not meant for each other" you laid in your bed and cry again yujin sigh and hug you

"you better think again... I gotta go... They will get suspicious because of this bye y/n" she said before kissing your crown and left

You miss her but you're tired maybe in other parrallel of universe both of you will meet again...

Y/n: maybe

Chaeyeon: we will

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