Coming home from work Yena welcomed me with a small smile at her lips, I reply a one sigh and tired look she spoke
"I cooked something for you at least eat before you go to sleep" My wife said, Yena is my wife for five years but I don't know why can't I learn to be better one for her, All I can do is hurt her more and more I secretly hate myself for that I was so afraid that one day Yena will get tired and leave me afterwards. I cant say the words but
I deeply, utterly love her...
I can't even show her how much I love her. I don't know how to express myself I knew all I can is do is hurt her but I can be better, better for her, I just don't know how...
"Didn't I tell you not to make food for me? Your disgusting hands... I eat already" Why did I say those? as I see the shines in her eyes died my heart died too I wanna take my words back and say I didn't mean them but my voice won't come out she smiles sadly and nods
"Im sorry, I won't cook for you again I promise...take a rest now" she utter and turn her back to me I wanna hug her but instead my feet just bought me inside the room. I sat in my bed as I heard the clashing sounds of utensils my heart ache as I imagine how sad Yena was...
"God please I don't know why I'm like this... I love her... I'm head over heels in love with her but why do I have to treat like that?, god help me please I wanna be better for her" I prayed as I let my tears to fall
I change my clothes from my pencil skirt and off shoulders to some pair of hoodie and sweat pants. I lay at my bed but I heard a breaking sound downstairs. I stood up and ran down to the kitchen to see Yena washing her face but I saw broken glass of expensive wine in the floor her feet was bleeding theres some glass that fierce her skin.
"What just the fuck!? Do you know how expensive that wine? I haven't tasted it yet! You're so fucking idiot! Listen to me stupid clean that up and I don't want your blood to be everywhere in my house." I wanna slap myself from those words ugh! My mind can't serve its function "You know I was so happy way back when I was still with Chaewon unnie...all you do is to ruin my life Yena unnie... Why can't you just go? Or better yet die" no, no... What the fuck Im saying this to my love? God no... Please help me..
