Loving, and Hurting are two different things but in my case it was the same. Its the same old thing that turn the shits up all the time, that like a light bulb that can switch on the pain and turn everything sour. Loving a d Hurting is not different anymore its the same old thing that happens to everyone, anytime and everytime.
How i wish i have never met her, i have never seen her beautiful face, that soft lulling voice, her strong american accent, her beautiful and goofy side.How i wish i never have fallen in love with the way she wore her dresses, and the way she smiled at me. How i wish love has never come in my way when i met her when she's never there to stay.
My friends asked me why i didn't ask her to stay but how can i make her stay when the choices she have is between leaving and drifting away, but that's not what hurts me the most, the way she just left me like i am nothing like what we have is nothing is enough for me to hate her to the core.
I get drunk in pain and i get sober in tears. I hate her... I hate the way her name resounds in my head, the way she left that fucking name stuck in my brain and in my heart. That's the reason why i wish i never asked her name.
"Kazuha... " all of my thoughts dissapear when my girlfriend right now Sakura calls my name, i have live my life happily, but the way i can still remember the taste of Yunjin's love in my tongue are still bringing bitterness in my brain
"Yes Anata?" I asks back as i shook my head and i face her. She walk near me and she lean at the metal railings of our balcony i look at her
"I just want to clear something... "Sakura says almost whisper " something that may hurt me but i have to face something in reality " Sakura added as she smile.
