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🐶𝚏𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚣🍁 -𝚙𝚊𝚝𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚍, 𝚙𝚊𝚊𝚕𝚊𝚖

𝙶𝚎𝚗𝚛𝚎: 𝙰𝚗𝚐𝚜𝚝

𝙺𝚒𝚖 𝙶𝚊𝚎𝚞𝚕 𝚇 𝚈𝚞𝚓𝚒𝚗 𝙰𝚑𝚗



"𝙸'𝚕𝚕 𝚕𝚎𝚝 𝚐𝚘 𝚘𝚏 𝚞𝚜... 𝙶𝚘𝚘𝚍𝚋𝚢𝚎, 𝚒𝚖 𝚜𝚘𝚛𝚛𝚢"

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Its been a Year since this shitty feelings comes it keeps on breaking my heart, desipating my soul... I keep on remembering the day i left her...

gaeul You always make decision without thinking twice now you hurt your girl, now she left you you deserve that

I scolded myself as i let a tears to slip out of my eyes im so careless i received and invitation earlier and its just that... Really unacceptable

Ahn Yujin and Jang Wonyoung Nuptial

You are invited to witness the wedding of this soulmate who found love and safe in each others arms

As i read it my heart is breaking its supposed to be us yujin why? Am i that easy to forget? Or i am dumb enough to hurt you? Like you mean nothing to me but you never know... You mean more than the world to me yujin-ah..

She's getting married... Wonyoung is one of my so called friend and... I know she can take care of the one i wasted the most my eyes watered in remembering my mistake i open 𝙼𝚢 phone but great! Just effing great i got welcomed by our last photo together the last photo where our hearts are still connected our heart strings still tangled into us but i am the one who cut those strings now why am i suffering as fuck!?

If only that night with yena unnie didn't happen all of this wont come... If i only didn't get drunk that night... But how come yena was now happy with yuri unnie and being forgiven while im here all alone? And licking all my wounds yujin is a strong person  but her softs spot that my eyes only see are precious... I hope i could see them again... But like what they always say? Regrets always comes in last

I started checking something to wear but then a loud bell echo in my house i frowned and go down and open my doors to see leeseo with liz and rei i smile seeing this kid

"Hi, unnie you look miserable" leeseo said i chuckle and hug her and said

"Im trying to get better"

I tell them to come in that they gladly do they sat in the couch while i go straight in the kitchen to prepare something i came back with a juice and a tacos, i put it in the table and sat beside hyunseo comfortably

"Unnie your coming?" Liz asks i look at her

"Wonyo and yujin's wedding?" I asks

"Nae unnie"

"I think so... Not sure tho" i sigh and closing my eyes i saw stares but its doesn't feel unsafe or anything unpleasant it was a stare who can make me feel comfortable without even knowing who was it i look on my side to be welcome by the youngest who's pouting and looking at me with sympathy i shifted and face her i pinch her fluffy cheeks and say

"Cutiee" she giggle and hug me

"You should go unnie i think in that way you can start healing?" Rei said and i guess she's right

"I have nothing to wear" i replied they roll their eyes and put a box in front of me i open it to be welcomed by off shoulder long dress its color pink and vibrant

"Excuses?" Liz said again and roll her eyes i laugh softly

"No more" i replied and sigh "guess its time to let go of us...
Am i right yujin-ah?" *sighs* "oh my bad... You let go of us already first. its me who's still holding on to it i guess i needed to end my illusions and face the reality"i felt a pair of hands caressing my hands and to see leeseo smiling at me i replied a force smile and a tired sigh

Today I'll be licking my own wounds once again until it heals... Just one word from you yujin and i promise to get over us... Give me my closure yujin i can't keep staying in this

They stayed in my house for that day making me feel a little ease

𝙰𝚏𝚝𝚎𝚛 2 𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚔𝚜 𝚠𝚎𝚍𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚍𝚊𝚢

I was here in the side watching yujin preparing our friends left us alone as she requested

" how are you?" She asks me in soft voice while fising her attire i smile weakly and said

"Miserable"

She sigh and look at me

"Unnie... Move on... I am happy now... With wonyoung never been this happy and im happy that she's the one ill be marrying with" yujin said to me and tapped my shoulders

"Im sorry" i mumble bitting my lower lip controlling tears

"Huh? You're forgiven already unnie what happens in the past stays in the past you should get over to it the more you stays there the more you suffered" she told me "you are not the worst... You're always the best I've ever had the best lesson for me and the best blessing okay? People come and go and that in humane so i want you to let go of us too okay?"

Guess she's right i must let go, she moved on already i nods and sigh and look at her

"Thank you yujin-ah"

"Thank you too unnie"

"Im sorry, Goodbye"

The last words i mumble before the wedding started

I watch her as i saw those glint on her eyes sparkling like a  stars in the night enough for me to realize

"You are happy now, who am i to interupt? As long as she loves you then its fine im sorry for hurting you... And goodbye for our love, memories and goodbye to you i always wish you the best"

~Gaeul

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