𝙵𝚛𝚒𝚜𝚜𝚘𝚗||𝙾𝚝20 𝙸𝚖𝚊𝚐𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚜 Le*zoive

🐆K.CW🐆//only pt.2

𝙰𝚏𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚔

𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚎𝚠𝚘𝚗'𝚜 𝙿𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚟𝚒𝚎𝚠

It's been one week since i left her apartment and gave her some time to think and to cool down. I haven't received any message from her, i have no free time to come back as i promise  but now im on my way i gave her 9 days to think.

I reach her apartment and i saw some men moving out some things as i saw those i familiarize it's y/n's belongings is she moving out?, i run inside her apartment but i can't see y/n all i see is her sister Eunbi unnie holding a box with tears on her eyes.

"Unnie... " i called her her eyes snapped on mine and bit her lower lip, i walk near her  "why are you crying?, and where's my girl?, where's y/n?" I asks roaming my eyes in the apartment

"Chaewon-ah... " she sobbed and hand me a box with letters and some stuffs "she's gone" she told me, my heart torn apart again, my breathing is uneven

"What do you mean she's gone? Did she move away in another place?" Im shaking, im hurt

"She's dead chaewon, 2 days ago now her body is in Germany. " she said and i got choke in my own breath, my tears fall from my eyes. I shook my head, no, this can't be true.

"N-no, you're joking unnie... Where is she!?, i need to see her! Unnie... Please... " i begged but she hand me y/n's necklace.

"Here, im with her until her last breath. I witnessed how she run out of air" she said to me

"Why didn't you tell me?." I asks im weak right now, i wanna scream in anger but im so weak

"She begged not to, she doesn't want you to see her suffering" she told me "theres a letter she gave for you inside that box you should read it." She said and left i stood up and go home with my le sserafim members as of now they're still outside i just lock myself in the room and start reading the letters

To: Chaewon my baby Cheetah

How are you my cheetah?, are you happy?, or are you crying because of this piece of shit writing for you?. I hope you don't cry when you read this, i have ninety six hours to think of you before it's all gone, i love you chaewon-ah, when i told you that i never loved you, i was dying inside. I love you more than myself. Everytime i saw you performing in that beautiful stage with your sexy body and beautiful stage, i feel so proud of myself cause you choose me. Kim Chaewon the most sexy woman that exist in this world. I saw you in Iz*one and I'm really captivated by your beauty. I was so damn lucky cause you love me.im sorry baby that i didn't give you fancy things like other rich idols can do. But i already give you my world i hope that would be enough. I wanna kiss you right now, just the touch of your lips will make me happier than ever, i will gladly die on that spot right where you kiss me.you are my mona lisa piece of art baby, you're priceless. I'm dying kim chaewon... I started feeling this killing pain in my body 5months ago,

I stopped reading the letter as my tears starts to flow. Wait, five months?she's suffering for 5 months?

"You've been trying to deal with this for five months with yourself baby" i feel like my heart is ripping apart. I continue reading her letter my eyes snapped in the little blood stain in the corner of the letter i run my thumb there where am i in that five months? Yeah, as usual im working but i asks her if she's fine she told she is "you told me you we're okay! You promised me y/n baby" i sobs this is my only regret if i just know, if im just by her side... None of this will happen i will not lose y/n.I read the letter again, i feel my heart was crushed