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Chris's lawyer was no joke.

I still have to go to court but they didn't book me like they intended to and honestly it was way too complicated for me to understand but the man was smart so I wasn't complaining.

I finally got to leave the hospital after 3 days and my body was still killing me but that wasn't what was pissing me off.

My mom drove me home with my sisters in the back and everyone was hovering as if I had the word fragile written across my forehead "Honestly mom I'm fine"
"I just don't want you by yourself" and this was me trying to convince her to just drop me off and leave me be but she was not having it "I'd rather be by my—"
"I think the conversation is over" I hated when she said that shit, as if I was still a kid but that was still my momma so I just shut up.

When we pulled up I seen a car in my parking spot and I guess that was my new car, I clicked the unlocking button on my keys James left me to make sure and it was.

A green 2021 Mercedes Benz with tinted windows and a bow on top that made me smile "When did you get this?" Clarissa said looking at me confused "I didn't" I limped over to the car and open the door to see a gift box on the floor so I grabbed it "One of those guys bought this for you?" I didn't answer and just proceeded to my condo unlocking the door and walking in going straight to my room and closing the door taking a deep breath.

Between them and the doctors, I haven't been by myself in 3 days.

I sat on the bed and opened the gift box that held a whole bunch of my favorite snacks and a fuzzy blanket with slippers. This wasn't like anything he'd gotten me before so I knew he had help but before I could call him my mom yelled "NIC THE DOCTOR IS AT THE DOOR" When I came out my room and walked  Eric with flowers in his hands "Awe, thank you" I said grabbing them and giving him a kiss.

My sisters were on the couch staring and my mom was in the kitchen "Mom what are you doing?"
"Cooking" I sighed "You don't have to do that "
"I want to" I shook my head before grabbing Eric's hand and walking back to my room "I thought the relationship with your family was rocky" he said as I closed the door "I love my mom, I don't know what my sisters are doing here but I really want everyone to leave me alone" I looked at him and he raised his eyebrows "Except you" I laughed and he grabbed me kissing my lips "I'm sorry I wasn't your doctor at first or those cops would have never known how much alcohol was in your system" I gasped "Breaking the law Eric...for me...that's sweet"
"I miss you" he said
"I miss you to but I just saw you" he shook his head "No" he grabbed my ass hard as hell making me moan softly "I miss you" he said looking me in my eyes and I smirked "Well you can fix your sweet tooth if you want" he chuckled at me before letting me go "Your mother's here" I shrugged "then we'll just have to be quiet" he looked at me skeptical...

I felt like I hadn't had sex in forever so I definitely needed a stress reliever "Have you been fucking anyone else?" I rolled my eyes shaking my head and I could tell he was considering it so I grabbed my towel "Well if you change your mind...I'll be in the shower" I walked away and went to the bathroom and made the shower water hot before taking my clothes off and getting in. Shortly after Eric came in the bathroom like I knew he would and got in the shower naked.

I leaned my back against his chest and let his hands roam my body "Are you still sore?" I nodded "but there's nothing wrong with a little pain mixed with pleasure" he grabbed my neck lightly and I closed my eyes as he pulled my head back on his shoulder and connecting my lips with his.

His other hand gripped my breast making me wince a little from my body being sore but then his hand traveled down to my pussy rubbing circles on my clit "Mmm" I moaned into the kiss. I could feel his dick get hard against my ass as I rubbed my ass again him.

He bent me over and pushed his dick inside me, I moaned loudly and he quickly covered my mouth "Shhh" he pushed inside me deeper hitting my gspot. My body was still in pain but I was loving this "fuckk" he covered my mouth again "If you keep it up then imma have to stop" I nodded and he pushed in and out of me grabbing my waist.

I was trying to be quiet but the way my ass was clapping on his chest, you couldn't silence that and honestly I was starting not to care.

"Shit" he groaned in my ear then started kissing the back of my neck down my back.

I started throwing it back meeting his thrust not even caring about the pain anymore but that made one of us as he stopped me "I'm your doctor, I can't help but to worry about if your in pain or not I mean you was just in a car accident" I groaned turning around "And I'm telling you I'm fine, don't ruin this" I wrapped my arms around his neck "pick me up" I said and he did and I wrapped my legs around his waist as he gripped my ass "I don't need my doctors right now, I need you to fuck me.... Please sir" he smirked putting my back against the shower wall and slipping his dick in then sliding me up and down on it "Oh shit" I moaned out "Yes baby" he was finally getting it.

I don't know how long we were in the shower but I didn't want to stop even though I knew we had to.

When we were done we washed each other's body in silence before getting out and drying off. I put lotion on my body before throwing on my silk robe and laying on the bed "I shouldn't have done that" Eric said standing over me "Why?"
"because it makes me want you more"
I shrugged "Is that such a bad thing?"
"When you love someone else it is" I sat up looking his way "You loved your wife while you were with me, let's not forget that" he smacked his lips "Ex wife and I haven't forgotten"
"She's not your Ex wife yet Eric and it's not fair for you to try and make me feel guilty when you did it first" he pinched the bridge of his nose I guess trying to figure out what he was gonna say next "I'm not trying to make you feel guilty but I've made my decision and I want you"
"After a year...you made your decision after a year and now I don't know what I want" I can tell he was taken back by what I said.

I've never actually told him I didn't know what I wanted but I've told him....I've told them that it was complicated which it was but I wanted them all in different ways and I couldn't have that anymore so now I had to pick which one I wanted and although my heart pulled towards one person in particular, I wasn't sure if it was the smartest decision.

"So your just wasting my time?" I shook my head "What?! No"
"You could have fooled me" I put my head in my hands "It's not like that, you know I love you"
"You love me but don't know what you want, I'm not waiting much longer" i scoffed standing up "You don't have to wait for anything Eric, I didn't ask you to stay until I figured things out and don't make it seem as if I put you here because I didn't....at least I'm not married and how can you be mad at being in the same situation you put ME in...are you kidding me?" He just looked at me maybe because he didn't have anything to say and that's the best part.

Eric and James put me through the same situation so neither one of them could say much but wait or leave if they chose and neither one of them would. The only person who could was Chris.

His phone rang and I knew what that meant as he looked at it "I have to go to work" I nodded and watched as he put on his clothes and walked out the room with me limping behind him. My sisters were still in the same position they were in the first time I came out here. He opened the door then stopped and looked at me "I'll call you later" I nodded and he pulled me towards him and kissed my lips one good time "I just want you to myself, you can understand that right?" I smiled and kissed him again "I love you"
"I love you to" he responded before walking out.

"That is wild" Asia said and I looked towards her "What?"
"You have 3 men all over you and they all know about each other" I shrugged "Not by choice and not for long" I walked to the kitchen where my mom was, she made salmon with mash potatoes and vegetables "Feeling better?" I nodded "Yeah, you guys really don't have to stay long" my mom laughed as she made plates "We're leaving after dinner here, I see you have plenty of people taking care of you" She winked at me and I laughed.

We all sat down and ate, I can't lie and say I didn't enjoy it

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