26 years old Nicole has it all from a huge business with her best friend to a man that loves her irrevocably but there is only one problem.
He is married.
What happens when the situation gets more complicated than expected and Nicole is forced to m...
The next few weeks I ended up taking the time for myself, I didn't want to see or talk to anymore because I felt lost.
When this all started I was a woman that had successful business with her best friend getting exactly what she wanted from 2 men who she loved but now everything was a mess.
I lost my best friend , my business was on pause , and 2 men that I loved and 1 man that I liked all knew about each other. I didn't exactly think my perfect life would last but this is definitely not how I expected it to go.
I felt like I lost control of everything and I was tired, not just physically but mentally and I knew what I had to do to get back on track but it was easier said then done..
To have to pick between 3 guys who cared for me in the best way, knowing the obvious decision I should make but not knowing if I would regret that decision later on in life or if that was who I even wanted to spend my life with....
Right now I was meeting with Chris, I've only talked to him once since I left the hospital but other then that we haven't spoken.
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
His place was beautiful.
I don't know what I expected but this definitely wasn't it.
He met me at the door looking just as fine as he always did "Hi" I smiled at him and he grabbed my hand pulling me towards him and hugging me "You look better" "I feel better" he pulled me inside "Your house is beautiful" "Thank you. I take pride in it" he led me to I guess his living room where he had 2 wine glasses waiting for us with a bucket that held the wine and ice "Can I apologize?" He just looked at me "The last thing I wanted to do was make you look stupid and I especially didn't mean for you to all be in the same room like that...ever" he nodded pouring wine in the glasses and handing me one but I shook my head "Trying to stop drinking" he smiled at me then put his glass down and sat on the couch and I followed"That's good, Your unpredictable when you drink" "I know" he sighed looking at me up and down
"Can I ask you something?" He nodded waiting for me to speak "Why even after I told you about them did you still want me?" He sighed "It's hard to explain" "Well.....Try" I waited patiently as he stared at me which almost made me feel self conscious "Because I know you want the same thing I want and I can't blame you for how you spent the last couple years because you thought those were your only options but it's not...Your great, driven, successful, and beautiful. You never should have been the other women, you should be the woman that's married and has kids if that's what you want to be " I did "And when your ready, I'll be here but I won't be here forever" and I knew it.
I stood up and he looked up at me "Thank you Chris" I walked towards the door and walked out quickly getting in my car and driving off.
