Love? Maybe !

Part - 1

Author POV :-

"Y/n, are you awake already?" - y/n's mother knocked her door and went inside her room....
"Nae Eomma"- she replied...
"You said you are going to have breakfast outside,are you sure?"- she asked to y/n..
"Hmm, also, I'll be a bit late today... don't worry about me... I'll be with Him"...Y/n replied to her mother.....
"But y/n, please come home before 10pm.. your father gonna be mad at me if you be late than this"...her mother said her worriedly...
"Eomma, I'll be back before this..." -she said with a smile..."I'll be get ready now,see you later"...

Her mom nodded and went back downstairs...

Y/n POV :-

"Aisshhhhhs I'm already late!! I was supposed to buy him something delicious for breakfast, hope he haven't breakfast already aaaaa" ....

I said to myself and rushed outside...I took a bus and went to His favorite restaurant, ordered subway sandwich, strawberry sandwich....

"Here's your parcel mam,it's ready"- the lady at food counter said to me with a smile...
"Waah, it's really took a short time, thank you for this"- I bowed to her ..
"You're looking so cute and happy, mam..is something special?"- she asked to me...
"Mhmm, it's actually my First Anniversary with my Boyfriend,it's his favorite restaurant..so I'm going to treat his favorite meals for breakfast"- I replied with a wide smile...
"Congratulations mam, may God bless you"- she said to me...

I left from there and stopped in a store to buy banana milk, strawberry shake and orange juice...

"Aishshs it's already 8:40 am, I'll have to hurry , better I take a taxi"...
I took a taxi and head towards His home....

*It was summers holiday at school,,so we haven't met about almost 2 weeks,I miss him...he said he is busy with some stuffs, he is working on a music...he gonna debut Soon as a solo singer, I'm so proud of him, but I'm a bit upset because he totally forgot this day,I'm gonna scold him :((....I hope he is at home now, I'm going to give him a surprise , I'm gonna see his face , I miss him so much*

I was thinking this stuffs and Taxi driver suddenly said , "mam,we are here"...
"Ahh ,yes,thank you"- I got out from car and bowed him...

"Ya y/n...why are you nervous pabo, he gonna be happy to see you ,just knock his door and hug him" -i said to myself and knocked his door...

"Coming" - a female voice came from inside....
"Who is that?is his Mom home? I'll have to run now I'm so nervous" - my heart started beating fast..

"Hyerin, you better fry this pancake, I'll receive the order"- I heard his voice...

But, who is Hyerin? I've never heard of this name! He opened the door after some second...

*He...... isn't happy to see me, he isn't smiling...he winded his eyes, why? what's wrong?  And, what's wrong with my heart? Why it's beating so fast.... it's paining suddenly, why??why it's happening...*

"Y-you ? At this time?" - he said nervously...
"I- I thought I'll spend this day with you- it's our first anniversary,you really forgot?"- I asked him with a cracked voice....

I don't know why, I was shaking, my heart beat were racing with each other..I kept staring at his face...

"Yaa Jungkook,what's taking this long time? Pancakes are almost ready, serve those sandwiches, I have to attend my dance class Baby, hurry up.." - that female voice shouted from inside...

My eyes, becoming blurry...my head is blank..."Baby?" Why she -

"Y-yes yes "- Jungkook said to her.....

"I guess I picked right things, take this" -i handover him the package ... "I'll leave now" - I said to him and turned around, I don't want he sees my teary eyes...
"y/n-- I will explain you every single thing, later...I'm sorry.." he said... almost in a whisper...

*I didn't look at him again, I felt myself so useless, or, already used ... that's why, he don't need me anymore..I felt like I can't breath! My heart was just aching, I felt so weak, I couldn't walk...I wanted to cry heart out, I wanted to scream...but I couldn't...my head, heart,body...I felt like I have nothing in my body...all over my body, Every blood drops were asking just one question.. "Why?..yes I want an explanation from Jungkook, but...I don't wanna face him anymore...I don't wanna see his face...I can't fall in love more with him, I want to hate him...Hate?? Is this possible to hate someone I Loved with all my heart! WHY? JEON JUNGKOOK, WHY???......*

I took a taxi, I didn't cry...I just wanna go home, I wanna go home...

Jungkook POV:-

"Y/n, I'll explain you every single thing,later...I'm sorry"- I said to y/n...

She was shaking, her eyes was teary...she left...

"Are you done Jungkook?" Hyerin asked me....
"Y-yeah.. already ..." I said...
"What happened?? You're looking nervous ...are you okay?"......she asked...
"Haha, why'd I feel nervous?I'm okay"... I said ...

*I unpacked the package y/n handed me...it was all my favorites...I remembered now, it was our first anniversary, ahhhh I should've been careful...I messed up*

"Jungkook, I'll back to my place after my class"...she said after finishing her breakfast..
"Why? I thought you'll be here...." - I said to Hyerin..
"I've something to do..that's important, I'll call you after I get free" , she said to me...

*After she left from my place...I started thinking how I messed up all things..I shouldn't have hurt y/n like this ..I should've cleared things before...I should do something now .... right now....*

I took the phone,I dialed y/ns number..it was ringing....
"Please pick up y/n, I need to clear up things... please pick up..." I said ... hoping she'll answer my call....

Y/n pov :-

*I was sitting on my bed,my head lowered,hidden between my knees, trying not to make sounds... don't want anyone hear my Ugly sobs... thinking about life....
" The day, we were together..again,the same day,but er aren't together "*  *

My phone started ringing suddenly...I look at the caller Id, it was "Jungkook"...

To be continued.....