Forgotten Love {Completed}

Don't leave me.

I used to find comfort in the rain because I was no longer crying alone, but now that I'm standing here praying to everything that I love that Owen remembers me I don't find it comforting; I actually find it suffocating and in a way thats better the tides are pulling me under and I don't think I can be saved from the current.

Sang's pov

I stayed in the door way for a second before walking outside and letting the door close behind me. I stepped in to the rain that was coming down hard like a wave.

"You promised!" I yelled loudly.

Maybe I was yelling at owen maybe I was yelling at my dad; All I knew for sure was that I needed to yell, so that's what I did.

After thirty minutes of pure screaming I gave up. I heard the door open but I was to exaughsted to see who was coming outside.

"Are you ready to come inside?" Kota's voice rang out over the noise of the rain.

"Kota I can't go in there." I said softly not able to keep the tears from falling. I felt Kota walk closer to me and put his jacket around me. "What if he never remembers?" I ask not wanting to hear the answer but knowing I had to ask.

"Ten please don't think like that." He whispered in my ear softly.

"He made me fall in love with him and now he's gone. He doesn't remember me." I said in agitation.

"Sang he will remember you we have to give it time." Kota said I whirled on him.

"No I have to give it time not you! He remembers you! He didn't ask who you were then ask for the girl that made him terribly sad when he talked to you!" I yelled as tears streamed down my face. Kota wrapped me in his arms and I tried to fight him off but he just held me tighter and I finally slumped into his arms sobbing.

"I swear Sang he will get better. He will remember you." He said reassuringly.

Kota was so confident about things and under different circumstances I might've believed him but, this we weren't under normal circumstances and the shadow of doubt in my mind telling me that Owen wasn't going to remember me kept getting bigger.

Kota led me inside and brought me back to Owen's room but I couldn't bring myself to step through the door.

"Sang." Kota whispered urging me to keep going but I stayed still all the doubts trailing their way through my mind like children crossing the street.

My fingers went to the base of my throat wanting to protest and tell Kota that I didnt want to go in but, I finally relented and he led me into the room. North and Silas were leaning against the wall Luke had taken the seat that I was sitting in Sean was sitting on the other side Nathan victor and gabriel were all sitting in the chairs on the wall closest to the door.

"Sang." North said softly his callased hand touching my upper arm lightly. When he said my name all eyes went to me instantly.

"So nice to see you again Sang." A feminine voice said and my blood instantly boild; I looked to my right and saw the one person that made me want to pull my hair out.

"Cynthia." I bit out she stood there a smug grin on her lips. Cynthia was the perfect girl and I hated her for it; she had light brown hair and deep hazel eyes, her body was proportioned perfectly and all the guys in this hospital drooled over her. Every guy but my guys.

Cynthia was wearing lots of makeup dark blue scrubs. "How have you been?" She asked her eyes looking into my soul. I resisted the urge to roll my eyes at her question.

"Well the man I love doesn't remember me and thinks you and him are still dating so not very good!" Is what I wanted to say but instead I settled on mumbling an 'I'm fine'. She smirked at me and her eyes darted between me and Owen.

"Isn't my boyfriend just gorgeous Sang?" She asked evilly and I felt my face fall. Does this girl really want me to kill her?

I looked over at Owen who was watching Cynthia intensely. I sucked in a deep breath and let it go slowly.

"Um if you'll excuse me I should be leaving." I said motioning to the door.

"Oh I'll walk you out." Cynthia said her eyes dark with amusement. I mustered up a nod not wanting to argue in front of the guys.

We walked out the door and down the hall. I actually thought that she would let me leave without being a bitch. Ha what a stupid thought.

"I don't know why he wanted you in the first place. He actually did you a favor Sang maybe this was a sign that NO ONE wants you! Do the world a favor and just end it already it's not like Owen would have to grieve over you, how do you grieve over someone you don't remember?" she said harshly.

I felt tears well my eyes but didn't say anything to her I just kept walking hearing her laugh behind me.

Maybe she's right. Maybe I should end it it's not like anyone would care.

I got to the lobby and stopped I smelled the air. Moss and berries. Victor came to a stop beside me and grabbed a hold of my hand.

"Come on princess. Not here." He said so I blinked back the tears till we got to the car then I let them pour out of me like a fountain.

"Sh-she's ri-right." I sobbed into my hands I felt victors hand on my back but everything else was tuned out. Oh god no not again. It is happening again, I'm feeling numb.