Forgotten Love {Completed}

They're trying

We sat there talking for two hours mostly me telling him about the last couple years while he sat there quietly listening.

"Ok sang I'm finished are you ready?" Sean asked coming in to the room but stopped when he saw us talking.

"Sean did I really get a puppy?" Owen asks still in utter disbelief. I smiled softly.

"Yah we thought it was crazy to but he's a good dog. If you want I can break regulation and have Sang bring him in if you want." Sean said his cheerfulness making Owens face brighten up a little from the concentration state it's been in.

"You've gotta go now?" Owen asks looking at me with his lips turned down into a little frown.

"Yah sorry I know it sucks but I have to get home. Without me Luke and North I think the rest of them would either starve or get kinda fat." I said and his lips turned up just a millimeter but his eyes still looked sad.

"Alright. Can you come back? I'm really trying to remember it's just.. I think it's gonna take some time." He says gripping my left hand in his right. I nod softly.

"Of course I can come back." I say quietly holding back tears. He kisses my hand then let's it go slowly and I wave as Sean and I walk out.

When we get to the car I lean against my door and Sean traces my back with his hands.

"You good?" He asks turning my face so I'm looking at him.

"Yah it's just really hard and I'm trying Sean I really am I just don't know how much of this I can take!" I cried. He held me in his arms and put me in the car putting my seatbelt around me.

We drive home and he parked in the garage. He got out and came to my door but I didn't get out.

"I will come inside soon I just need a minute alone." I whispered looking in to his sad hazel eyes.

"Ok Hun come in when you feel up to it." Sean said touching my face softly with his hand.

Once Sean is inside I send a text to the eight boys sitting inside the house right now.

Sang: Going to our gym for a little bit. Will be inside soon.

I hit send and go to the gym room that connects to the garage.

The gym is large; there are two punching bags to the left and a small boxing ring of sorts in the middle and to your right the floor is matted and there are a bunch of fitness machines.

I pull my hair up and walk to the punching bag wrapping my hands so Sean doesn't throw a fit.

I start punching and after about ten minutes I sit on the ground and start crying.

"I hate this! It's not fair!" I yell just to be loud. "First I get the shit childhood with abuse and depression then you send me nine wonderful men and then there's a car crash and he doesn't remember me and it's like your conspiring against me!" I yell at the universe feeling crushed like I did before I met the guys.

"I'm so tired of fighting." I whisper to myself.

I hear the door to the gym open.

"Please I told Sean I needed a minute love." I said to who I thought was one if my loves but was mistaken.

"Well I didn't know we were that close sang." I heard Brandon say and I spun around quickly.

"Brandon you guys weren't supposed to be back for a week because of the mission." I said standing up and wiping the tears off my face.

"We heard about Owen and felt we needed to come back." Brandon said sadly I felt tears pool again.

"Thank you." I whispered.

"No need for a thank you. How are you feeling?" He asked leaning against the door frame.

"Not to good it's really hard when a love of your life doesn't know who you are anymore. It's even harder trying to remind him." I said my throat feeling like lead.

"He will get there sang." Brandon said softly watching me intently I laughed wryly.

"All the guys keep telling me that but it's just so hard and I don't want to do this anymore." I say as a year slips down my face. Damn emotions!

Brandon pulled me into a hug.

"Sang they are trying. We got the call and axel looked so freaked out. I was worried about you though I know that things aren't easy for you and when terrible things happen you want to give up but you can't because they are trying." He says holding me tightly I let out a sob.

"I know it's just so hard and I don't want to fight anymore I don't know if I can take much more." I cried and Brandon just whispered "I know I know" in my ear.

After a while I calm down and Brandon leads me inside to the dinning room where everyone is either sitting or standing around.

Corey sees us and stands up he hugs me and next is Axel then Marc and last but certainly scariest Raven.

I started unraveling the tape on my knuckles as Kayli came in the room drying her hands on her shorts. I felt uneasy me and Kayli didn't hate each other but we weren't close either. Her eyes snapped to me and I saw sympathy in them.

"Hey Sang I heard about Owen and I'm sorry I'm sure it's been tough." Kayli said coming to stand next to Axel.

"Yah it has been difficult." I say as North wraps his arms around my hips.

I feel a pain in my heart when I think about why we are all gathered.

"Would you like to stay for dinner there's enough to go around." I say and a small smile tugs at Kaylis lips.

"I think that would be nice plus you three cook better than most of my guys." Kayli says laughing as Axel pops her thigh and she pops him back.

We all plate the dinner and everyone digs in complementing North and Luke in their amazing skills.

After dinner the guys take to talking in the living room.

"Sang tonight we are going to become best friends." kayli says digging in the fridge I let out a laugh.

"Is that so?" I ask with a raised eyebrow.

"Yup." she says turning around with a bottle of vodka from the fridge grinning.

"Kayli.." I say straining to keep from grinning.

"Just once let's have a drink and complain about our problems!" Kayli whines I laugh.

"Fine." I say grinning.

Oh what are we getting ourselves into.

A/N-I know it's short and I'm sorry but then next part will be up in the morning! 💖