Forgotten Love {Completed}

I wont hold a grudge

Sang's pov

Invisibility has always been a blessing for me; when I felt invisible thats the way I was treated. You see being invisible WAS one of my blessings but since I met my loves it's more of a curse. It's like your drowning in the water and people can see that you need help but instead of helping they ignore you; somedays I feel nothing and other days I feel everything I don't know what's worse dying from the thirst or drowning under the waves.

I can hear muffled voices but I tune them at as I keep brushing my hair not caring that I could've stopped fifteen minutes ago.

"Sang." I heard Sean's voice through the door but I didn't answer knowing he would let himself in.

I heard the door open and smelled ginger and citrus. "sweetie why don't you come down stairs with me? We can eat some breakfast then you can come to work with me." Sean sounded like he was pleading with me and I knew I was to blame for that; since the whole Owen thing went down two days ago I've been pretty silent but, I knew that victor had informed the guys what I said well we were in the car.

"I don't know Sean I don think I'm ready I can't-" my voice breaks and tears start to well and I can tell that Sean knows I'm about to cry.

"Pookie she's not gonna be there today and Owen has some scans today it won't be hard today I promise if I think it's to much I will call one of the guys to come get you." Sean said coming closer and taking the brush from me.

I take a deep breath. If I go maybe Owen will remember if he sees me more but he could also not and then I'm left heart broken and depressed. I sigh and nod.

"Ok Sean I will go." I whisper and he hugs me telling me to get dressed so we can go. I head back to my room and pull on some shorts and a white floral top with my floral Toms then I pull a jacket on with it.

I make my way down the stairs and I hear the voices of my boys all talking to Sean about....well about me.

"I don't think she's ready for that." Luke says his voice full of worry and sadness.

"She has to be Luke Owens memory is coming back to slowly he needs reminders." Kota said softly I could almost tell he put his hand on Luke's shoulder then I heard something that broke my heart.

"You weren't there guys you didn't hear her basically say she wanted to give up on life it was like everything that we've helped her with over the years vanished and she was that depressed sixteen year old we met years ago. Doc you better be sure about this. Please!" Victor said and I could hear the tears in his voice.

I walked out zipping my jacket up and looked up to the eight pairs of eyes on me. "Should we go now Sean?" I asked softly and it snapped everyone out of the eerie silence we were in.

"Yeah sweetie let's go." He said holding his hand out I quickly kissed and hugged he boys but lingered with victor wanting to stop his hurting that I started.

After that me and Sean left and the whole ride to the hospital was quiet.

*at the hospital*
Ok so it's been fine since we've got here I passed by Owens room although I haven't gone in yet but Sean told me that was fine. I was gaining courage and after walking in front of his door for ten minutes I stopped and put my hand on the knob.

I slowly turned the door knob feeling my anxiety heighten. I slowly pushed the door open without it squeaking and stepped in; he was sleeping and the bandage around his head looked fresh so I know that the docs already changed it today.

I walked closer until I was standing beside his bed and starring at his perfect face and I felt my eyes welling with tears.

"I know you don't remember me and you might never remember me but we were dating and you were...no you ARE along with all of your brothers the love of my life. Owen your one of my reasons for breathing so I need you to remember me and I need you to do it soon because I -I miss you so much. It's ok Owen you can go I won't hold a grudge if you don't remember." I say as tears start falling down my face.

"I'm sorry." came a voice that I thought would never speak to me again, my eyes fly to his and I see his stele grey eyes locked on my full green ones. "I'm sorry that I can't remember you but, when I look at you it's like I can feel something in me that wants to hold you and I don't know why. So I'm sorry that I'm hurting you because I'm not trying to please don't cry!" Owens voice is softer than normal and his finger wipes a tear away from my face.

"I miss you." I whisper closing my eyes.

"Will you sit with me? Maybe if you talk to me and tell me who you are to me and information like that I'm sure I will figure it out. That's my job I fix problems." Owen said and I slowly pulled a chair up. It's worth a shot.

I know he doesn't remember me but maybe just maybe he will. I can't breath without him and I don't want a life without him.

A/N- ok hi guys I'm sorry for not updating sooner but here I am. I've been going through a rough patch for like three weeks or I totally would've updated sooner! I love you all thanks for being my family. 💖💓⚓️😊