What Am I?

|10•Rodney|

I woke up Rodney invading my mind. I jumped as a vision of him punching me. Jamal's arms tightened around me and a drown settled on his face even though he was asleep. His grip got even tighter "Please baby I'm sorry I love you so much.. I didn't mean it you are my like please come back to me..." He said trailing off at the end. Awww he was dreaming about me... At least I hope he is. I shook him awake and as soon as he did he looked around a sense of relief coming over him and he hugged me tightly. I hugged him stroking his back softly "You OK" I asked he nodded pecking my lips. Once twice three times "I love you" he said gingerly "I love you more" I pushed the covers off of me Ann's tried to get up but Jamal pulled me back. He starred at the bandages on my arm and I swallowed nervously "What's this" I tried to pull my arm back but he had stronger grip on me than I thought. He started to unwrap it and even with my protests he got it off. His breathing got heavy and a low growl come from his throat "Who did this to you" he said "I did, it was after you had slept with Ellie in my room and trashed my room... I scrubbed everything as clean as I could get it but still it didn't feel like enough... I couldn't deal with living anymore and I tried to kill myself" I said unwrapping my other arm and showing him. He took both my arms in his hands and kissed me "I'm sorry I'm so so sorry" I kissed back pulling out of his grip and sitting on his lap. I put head m his head in my hands "You apologized I'm over it" I said "Don't forgive me for that... I made you hurt yourself... You could've died and it would've been my fault..." I kissed him to shut him up. Seeing him so angry before kinda turned me on. I smirked at the thought and grinded my hips on his. He groaned into the kiss tightening his grip on my waist "Shit.... Natty stop before you start something you can't finish" I kissed along his jawline until I got to his ear. I licked his ear "But I can" I said kissing him again.

3 hours later....

He pushed himself in me one last time my climax coming for the eighth time. He collapsed next to me breathing heavily. I snuggled up to him and he pulled me close "Now have you had enough" he said, I nodded in response even though later I was gonna want him again. He massaged my back until I fell asleep. When I woke up I didn't feel anyone next to me "Jamal" I yelled not seeing him and getting panicky. I looked at my side table to see a small note on it.

Be back in a hour

-Jamal

I sighed knowing I was here in this big house alone again. I went out of my room and decided that I was gonna look around something I haven't fine before. I threw on some clothes and went downstairs. That's where I'll start. I went down and my breathing stopped. There stood Rodney his hands behind his back and a earpiece in his ear. He wore all black abs I thought how fitting. Black just like his soul. He looked at me and starred realization coming over him. I turned around to run away but before I knew it he had caught me. He had a hand over my neck "You scream or run I'll kill you worthless bitch and no one will even notice" I breathed in deeply knowing he was right. I stopped fighting and he pushed me up against the wall. I cried the whole time knowing where he was going with it. When I didn't moan he would hit me and he hit so hard. When he was done he left me a pile off shit in the bed "You've gotten better since last time... I like it... But listen if you tell anyone about me or this I'll kill you... I know where you live now and I won't stop until the Lyon family buries you" I watched him fear coursing through me every part of me wanted to die. I grabbed my razor cutting words into my thighs. Worthless. Bitch. I had only just finished the h in bitch when Jamal burst in throwing the razor away and scooping me up in his arms. He rocked me back and fourth "Baby... what are you doing" he said holding me tight "He raped me" I said through my tears making his movement stop.