'Until I met you'

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~Mentions of Abuse~

"I own you, every piece of you belongs to me, Do you understand me whore". At the point I was balling my eyes out. He gripped my face "Do you understand!" I couldn't speak,It's like no words would come out of my mouth. When he saw my lack of response, He slapped me,Over and Over and Over again. I couldn't do anything. He pushed me on the floor and just kept punching me.

Until I responded to him. "I-I understand P-Please just S-Stop". He smirked and kicked me, Than stood up. "Good". He left me there on the floor bleeding. I curled up into a ball and cried my eyes out.
What did I do to deserve any of this.

"Babe?" Leo called out and I shook my head being brought out of my trance.
"Hm?"I hummed in response. She grabbed my hands and kissed the back of them. "Talk to me what's wrong, You spaced out,I don't like that" I looked at her and gave her a sad smile.

I should tell her, She's been nothing but good to me and Ava. She would never hurt us the way 'He' did. Right? Wrong! I shook the bad thoughts away and decided on telling her.

She sat there and gave me all her attention. I watched as she would clench her jaw and unclench it. Then when I was done she pulled me into a hug and kissed my forehead. "Baby, I would never treat you and Ava that way, I promise you". I wrapped my arms around her waist and just put my head on her chest. It's been 3 years, Why am I thinking about these thoughts now?

"I want to talk to a therapist, And Because something feels off, Can we get Security Cameras installed in both of our houses please?" I asked looking up at Leo. She looked down at me and gave my lips a kiss. "We can do that, You wanna go alone or do you wanna do it together, I'll be by your side every step of the way if you want me there if not baby, I'll still be here to support you".

I can say that I'm in love with this women in front of me. "If you would like to be with me every step of the way my love, I would appreciate that. It's up to you".
She nodded "Well then, I guess I'm going to be your support and cheer you on baby, I can't imagine what you went through but I want to understand and I want to be there for you".

This women is so adorable and I love her. But it's way too early to admit it.

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"Yes hi I'm here to see Dr. Levern" I said to the receptionist at the front desk. He looked at me and smiled. Then he looked down at the computer and started typing.

"Yes, Mrs.Williams appointment at 2:45 This afternoon correct?". I nodded and gave him a smile. He went back to typing on his computer than he picked up the phone. After a few minutes of him speaking to whoever on the phone he looked at me.

"Dr.Levern will see you right now, Office on the top floor all the way at the back you won't miss it". I nodded and muttered a thank you then I made my way towards the elevator.

When I made it to the top floor I walked to the office and was greeted with a Lady. I looked at her and gave her a nice smile. I made my towards her and she moved to the side to let me come in.

"Make yourself comfortable" It's almost as if time had frozen and for some reason my body wouldn't move.. her voice was mesmerizing, It was like such a soothing lullaby. She noticed my stance and walked over to me touching my shoulder
"Hello?" She said with so much concern.
"You don't have to be afraid dear, We can take this as slow as you like".

I gulped as tears starting to burn my eyes. I thought I could do it.. I really thought that I could but I guess I wasn't ready.
I pulled away from her and walked out of her office. I pulled my phone out of my purse and I dialed Leo's number.

Leo said that she would let me go by myself self and then if I wanted her to accompany me after my first session then she would come. She and Ava were out doing whatever, And I'd told them after my therapy session I would join them.

But sadly I would not be joining them.
My mind was ready but my heart wasn't. I don't think I'm ready to talk about this. On the first ring she picked up.

I broke down as soon as I heard a hello.
"I'm coming to get you baby, Don't worry I'll be outside in two minutes". I took the elevator to the first floor and when I sped to the door I saw an all familiar Matte black 2022 Jeep Wrangler.

I rushed out the door and to the car. Leo stepped out the car and opened my door for me. Then she ran to her side and got in the car. No words were exchanged the whole drive back to my house.

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"Ava's At My parents house, They wanted to spend time with her"Leo said pulling up to a dirt road in the middle of no-where. I looked around at the scenery around us and looked at Leo. "Relax baby, This is just for you to get your mind off things, And it's to ease all the pain and stress you have, I won't force you to talk You'll talk to me whenever you are ready. But I just want you to know that I'm never leaving you or Ava's side ever. I promise you".

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Hmm so Becca's having issue, she may have PTSD...

How do we like Leo?

Hope you all enjoyed this chapter, I know it's short and I'm sorry.