𝐃𝐨𝐮𝐳𝐞

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⚠️Mentions of Self harm⚠️

*Don't play the song yet*

*Don't play the song yet*

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"I was heartbroken, Bec I was selfish and In love with you, It broke me when you were completely obvious to how I felt about you. I was afraid that if I admitted that I was in love with you then I would lose you. I pushed those feelings away for you! For our friendship. You and Ava deserve so much happiness, and if I can't give you that that's okay. I've come to accept that you've found your happiness."

I didn't know how to react to that, What did she want me to say. I thought that we were okay, I'm so hurt and angry. I lost my Bestfriend because of feelings, And I feel completely shitty because she's been through hell. But she's the one who walked off out of nowhere. She texted me and told me that we shouldn't have been friends.

Why is there always something bad going on around me. Is that all I attract? Negative energy? Bad people? I'm so exhausted when will this cycle end. "Mommy, Where's LeLe?" I looked down at My daughter who was covered in dirt. "She's at work baby you Wanna see her?" She nodded. We were at the park since today felt nice, The sun was out and the clouds were clear and blue. It was a nice cool breeze blowing every now and then and Lee had recently bought Ava and I new dresses. Ava couldn't wait to wear it.

I pulled my phone out to text Leo.

Baby💍

Hi stranger you busy?

Why do my girls miss me?😏

In your dreams

Oh☹️ I miss my girls. Come see me for lunch?
We are on the way 🤍😂

"You ready to go see Leo princess?" I asked my daughter who's eyes were wondering all around the park but stopped when I mentioned Leo's name.
She looked up at me with this huge grin on her face and started jumping around.
"Ya! Ya! We go See LeLe!!" I giggled and picked up her.

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We stopped by Leo's Favorite place and got her food. After that we went to the firehouse to see my girlfriend. "Okay Stinky when I help you out of the car you need to stay very close to mommy." She nodded her head "Otay mommy, I stay close to you" I smiled. I got out of the car and then rushed to her side and helped her out then I grabbed the drinks and food from the passenger side.

Walking into the firehouse I kept getting catcalled by this one person. He was tall muscular and he had Auburn hair that was curly. He wasn't at all my type and he'd know that if he took the hint. He started to approach me but Ava stopped him. "You leave my mommy alone!" She said clenching her tiny fist and pouting at him. He chuckled "aww she's really adorable" he said averting his gaze from Ava to me.

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