MAFIA KING

chapter 5

I woke at 4 am

Not because of my alarm, because it was now born in my head to wake up at this time

I was about to get up but I heard a deep heavy groan

"Where the fuck do you think you're going?'

I froze again

I hated this.....

When I freeze out of fear....

"T-to w-work...."

"No"

He said and he went back to sleeping

"B-but my dad wan-"

I tried reasoning with him but he interrupted me

"Didn't I just say no?"

He said in his deep heavy angry voice.......

"Plea-"

"Say anything again and I'll end you right now"

That scared me.......

I watched him fall back asleep

But I just couldn't......

I hadn't been there in 2 days.......

Dad will kill me if I don't go, and he will kill me if I go.......

As I was sitting up scared and stressing about everything

I felt a warm hand grab my thigh and pull me down to make me lay down.....

"Sleep . "

Vincent said and I was shocked to my core

I don't think he was in his senses......he was sleepy that's why he did it.....

I really couldn't sleep........but I tried and eventually fell asleep

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9:13 am 

I woke up, only to find him gone...

I got out of bed

And changed into all black again

I made my way downstairs

I was about to exit to go for a walk when I remembered this wasn't my own house where I could just leave to have a peaceful morning run...

I searched for someone so I could ask, because the main door was locked

Finally , I found Ruth, lily , and Vincent sitting at the dining table

Well, Vincent was standing not too far from me on his phone

"good morning sweetie, come eat"

Lily said

"No thank you I'm not hungry"

I looked down at my hands pulling on my skin

"sweetie, you skipped lunch and dinner yesterday, how can you not be hungry?"

Lily asked politely

"I-i don't....uhm......I......I'm just not hungry......"

Vincent was unbothered while I stood there in fear of him doing something to Me again

Lily glared at him

He looked up at the sudden silence and saw his mothers face

"Yea baby why aren't you eating?"

What? Did he?

I looked around to see If he was talking to me

He caught me off guard by calling me baby, but the anger in his voice remained and so did his deadly eyes

"I-i don't feel like it......I'll eat after a b-bit....."

I said as I was still scared

"Whatever" he said , forgetting his mom was right there and

once he realized

he came towards me

And my first instinct was to run

But all I did is step away

When he suddenly grabbed my waist and pulled me towards him

He looked into my eyes as he stroked my hair

"That's really unhealthy my love"

Wha-

I think I need to go to the ear doctor.......

I was shocked beyond my life

"I see you two have already secured a bond"

Lily spoke as I tried looking everywhere but into his eyes

"Let her be mama, we shouldn't be pushing her"

He said letting go of me

I heard him say under his breath

"Thank god this is over"

So he was just pretending
I mean why wouldn't he? I don't deserve love, I deserve nothing
My father was right, I'm worthless.

I gained up all the courage to ask if I could go out

"U-uhm......c-can I go o-out only just in the lawn....."

"Why are you asking? This is your house , you're free to go wherever you want honey"

For once it felt like someone had a bit of sympathy for me

But then I looked over at Vincent who was glaring at me

I cant go without his consent, he'll kill m-

"Actually, you both should go"

Said lily excitedly

Vincent looked mortified

And tried to signal his dad to stop it but he was too busy reading newspapers

"Fine" he said and then he gave me a death stare which made my heart stop beating

Oh no no no no no no

He's gonna be mad at me......ugh I hate myself!

"N-no- it's okay actually I just remembered I had to do-"

I tried to save myself from that man glaring at me

"Absolutely not, I insist"

Great . Now I'm dead for sure .

I left quickly so he couldn't come and hit me of force me to do things in his room......no.......wait

All the memories from last night rushed in and I felt my face flush out of embarrassment

Oh no.......he doesn't remember does he

I was there having a panic attack when he showed up

"Wait till we're alone you whore"

He scared the life out of me

"N-no-"

He looked back at me

Fire building in his eyes

I started to tear up because of how terrified I was

I know he can't hear "no's" so I said

"I d-dont w-wanna g-go please"

I said slowly crying at this point

He stared at me confused

But he didn't show it

"Didn't you just fucking say you wanna go?"

"N-y-yes b-but if you don't wanna go I don't wanna g-go....."

"Why the f*ck are you crying"

He said irritated, ignoring what I said

I looked up knowing he didn't remember last night

That's why I was crying.......It was traumatizing to me

"Y-you....."

"I what!?"