MAFIA KING

18

He threw me on the bed and I thought I was dead

But to my shock, he started to take off his clothes, to the point where he had nothing but his boxers on

I instantly covered my eyes

I didn't know what was going on or how to feel neither to act , until I felt him hover over my body

then felt him taking my hand and removing it, forcing me to look

"What did I tell you about doing this hmm?"

He asked as I felt confused scared and nervous

Then he leaned in and started to kiss my neck again, but this time he was not as gentle, he was going really fast and giving me hickeys all over my collarbone, my neck and some on my face

I tried to stop him by putting my hands on his shoulders and trying to push him

But when I did , he stopped, and looked dead into my eyes

"If you even try to fucking disturb me I swear you'll regret it"

He said demandingly and that scared me, what does me mean by that.....what's he gonna- Oh shit.

Vincent continued to give me love bites and I wanted him to stop so bad but I couldn't.....

All of a sudden, his hand started to glide down my stomach

Now it was on my abdomen

And now it was on my lower stomach,

To the point where his hand was now a bit under my shorts

He didn't go further and I just layed there trying not to cry , I didn't know what to do or what to feel about this

I can't stop him ,he's my husband he can do whatever he wants.....what am I even saying, he's Vincent maximus for god's sake this man could do anything  no matter what he was to me

I knew what he wanted which was what I never wanted

I couldn't help but shut my eyes and try not no cry

I had forced myself not to cry so many times but this time it was so hard not to 

His other hand was holding both of my hands above my head tightly as I tried really hard to release my wrists from his grip but it was pointless

He was taller bulkier and naturally stronger than me so it wasn't hard for him

to my horror , he started to take his hand more lower into my shorts

My heart sank into my stomach

I hate him , why is he doing this to me

I felt him touch my heat

I was holding back tears at this point

He slowly slipped down

He didn't even bother going slow knowing it was my first time

He started to finger me really hard

I tried hard not to moan but it hurt so I couldn't help it

I was shocked but at the same time he was going so fast it was too much

"I-it h-hurts i-"

I tried to tell him but he just got harder with me

I hated it....I hated it so much but I couldn't help that part of me,  actually liked it.....and I hated feeling that

That part of me told me he was my husband, and there's nothing wrong to do this with him

But the other part of me hated him and never wanted this