Black Raven Heart

Chapter 29

White Polca Pack:

A day before TayNew's wedding. The whole planet was in a festive mood at that time. But not the grooms. It's not about sex and intimacy it's like he was thinking that Tay only see him as his mate and nothing else. He was thinking he maybe just showed care and affection just because he was his mate and that's it.

Every time they started kissing Tay was the one who breaks it and avoids anything further than that it makes him feel insecurities. They have been together for more than six months now but Tay never goes further, making him feel all those insecurities and thoughts keep engaging his mind.

Gun and Gulf were sitting inside the room with him but they didn't know how to console his friend.

Gun: Why can't you just speak with already?

New: It's not easy Gun.

Gulf: If you two can't speak then who will speak for you. It's about you two people and I am sure Alpha Tay loves you so much and there is a reason behind why he acts with you like this.

New: Then I may not be attracted to him that way. Maybe I am not good?

Gun: Goddess where does this come from?

Gulf and Gun stood up from their place and went near New who was standing near the window.

Gulf: You are thinking too much. I am sure he doesn't think like that.

New turned around and hugged both of them and started crying.

New: I don't know why I am thinking like that….. "sob sob sob" I never felt this kind of insecurities. This hurts so much….."sob sob"

Gun never sees his friend cry like that he is a strong person and never cries for any kind of problems. He tries to solve it rather than cries over it. He became too sensitive after he found his mate and when he started to love Tay he always talked about his mate only. He is happy and cared for by Tay. But both Gulf and Gun can tell Tay loves New so much but why New can't see that. It's obvious the next Alpha of this Planet is crazy over his Omega. But they can also understand New about this issue because they also cross over the problem that they want their Alpha to love them for who they are but not because they are destined mates.

The only solution for this issue to be resolved is communication.

Gun: Listen New, you have to speak with Tay.

New: No, I can't. Please understand. He might think that I want only sex and that's all. But what I want is not about sex it's the love which he shows me through the intimacy. Making our love. So I want to know if there is love to make between us.

Gun: Stop crying New. We understand you.

New: I love him so much. I know he cares for me. And I am glad about that.

Gulf: But we can see Alpha Tay loves you the same. We are very sure about that. If you don't believe us, you should talk to Alpha Tay. Maybe…… since the Vihokratana family likes traditional mating he might think that he will only consummate after marriage not before.

Gun: Yes Gulf you might be right. As you already know, Tay family follows traditional mating so this is it.

New: Do you think so?

Gun and Gulf nodded at him with assurance.

New: So this is the reason.

Gulf: We think so. Also we can see the love from his eyes like crystal clear. So think about it.

New: You might be right.

Gulf: Since you two planned to go for a honeymoon at Pearl Beluga Pack after marriage, You can talk with him about what's on your mind. Tell him and you will know what we are saying is true. It might be the traditional mating or not but sure he loves you.