For this bit I'd put on this song, ofc it's also ok if you want to listen to your own song
NO TALKING NO NOTHING... ENJOY!!!
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Peter's POV
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⛔️⚠️ MASSIVE ED!!!!!!!!⚠️⛔️
"Peter... I've noticed you haven't eaten.. much"
"And I want to ask you if... You might have not been eating"
I felt my ears ringing at the sound of food, it was just gross. I hate it. I hate it. I hate that I have to tell her...
Nat grabbed my hands gently. I couldn't look at her, I didn't want to look at her.
"Pete?" The question felt like a bomb exploding in my stomach. I felt sick.
"Have you not been eating?"
"I- d-don't w-wan" I couldn't continue a lump was stuck in my throat.
Nat tilted my chin up looking into her eyes.
"You can tell me the truth I won't tell anyone"
"I d-don't k-know I... I think I m-might have an e-eating dis-order" I hate the word I hate the way it sounds I hate why it has a name.
"Come here," Nat said while opening her arms.
She put her arms around me, at first it felt weird but after a few seconds, I melted in the touch, the touch of caring.
"Never ever tell yourself you aren't pretty" she whispered
"Because you... You Peter are the most beautiful kid I know."
"You are the most special, kind, sweetest little genius I know"
A smile crept on my face showing my white teeth.
Me and Nat walked back to the crowded room, but not before whispering me a quiet "Try to eat a little you need it"
I felt pressure rise to the surface. And soon felt my hands tremble in my pockets. I knew I had to eat, but I also knew that I didn't want to
It wasn't that the food isn't good, the food tasted amazing it's just the feeling of eating more than I was allowed, it felt like breaking a rule, it felt like breaking a piece of me.
🚸🔴TW OVER 🚸🔴
Getting comfy between Mr. And Mrs. Stark, who were sitting the farthest from Nat, Steve started the movie.
STOP THE SONG FROM ABOVE, PUT ON A LOVE SONG!!!!! NOW GO! ANY LOVE SONG...
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Steve POV
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Laying next to bucky I felt it again.. Those butterflies. I mean I knew I was gay.. but this didn't feel right. He was my best friend. I couldn't be in love with my best friend, besides he probably isn't gay anyway.
The movie was a horror movie apparently.. something I deeply hated. We were almost finished when a big jumpscare caused me to jump on Bucky's lap... IT WAS SO AKWARD. I just laughed it off and blamed it on Bucky's face who got all red.
Looking to my left I saw Peter laying against Tony's shoulder, chewing on a piece of chocolate. I felt two pairs of eyes burning in my neck and turned around slowely creating a movie tension. I saw Bucky looking into my eyes and nat looking me up and down, well technically nat is always watching but this time her eyes were burning on me.
I rolled my eyes and focused on the movie again.
~~~~~~TIMESKIP TO NEXT DAY ~~~~~~~
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Peter's POV
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As the sun began to shine through the windows I realized what had happened last night. Like when Pietro and Wanda stood dancing on the kitchen counter singing some random song no one had ever heard about. Or when Captain blew up the microwave trying to make popcorn. Or when Thor threatened to kill Tony if he didn't get his pop tarts. Oh, and when Clint started shooting arrows in the ceiling while pretending to be Robin Hood... And the talk with Nat... I feel bad even thinking about it, I was planning on going home unnoticed but she isn't Nat if she hadn't stopped me from leaving, instead she forced me to go sit at the table eating some egg and bacon, all of that... WITH JUST A GLANCE.
NAH NAH STOP THE LOVE MUSIC!!!!
PUT ON 'Fade to Black' I DON'T CARE IF U DON'T LIKE THAT SONG I DO AND IT FITS WITH THIS PART SO SUCK IT UP AND READ! Thank you <3💕
🔴🚸SUICIDE THOUGHTS (sorta) 🚸🔴
After my delicious meal, which I left pretty much untouched, I hurried home. The light was shining in my eyes and my eyes were dropping tears of pain. I felt bad, I felt bad for existing, I felt bad for being a bother to everyone.
⚠️⛔️Tw Over⛔️⚠️
I decided to go past the park in the hope to see some flowers to draw when I got home, but they were all dead. The trees had turned orange-red and the sun had disappeared behind a big heavy cloud, the weather quickly turned into a battle scene of rain and thunder storming around Queens.
The closer I got to home the louder the thunder started getting, and how I started hearing sirens. I knew I had to make a choice go home and get beaten, or save someone, who was already getting help. I was being selfish and wandered home not caring that a thunder strike almost hit me. I didn't want to save someone who was already saved, I wanted to get saved.
I shuffled around the corner to see the shocking surprise in front of me. It was police and ambulance in front of out apartment. Did someone die? I wondered. To my biggest surprise, 3 police officers came out the front door with May as I stood next to the ambulance.
The moment I saw her in handcuffs I felt a little party popper go off in my head. I was free now, wasn't I?
That excitement didn't last long because a second after May saw me she leaped at me and started scolding me, the officers were able to keep her away from me, but I must also give a thanks to the paramedic who dragged me out of her reach...
"Are you Peter Parker" the woman asked me.
There were to many voices to understand what she was saying. The sirens, May's screaming the Parademics, the cars passing by, the paparazzi making pictures, the flashes of the camera's... It all just became to much for me to handle. My eyes began flooding tears and my body started shaking, I couldn't stop it. I didn't want to stop it. The rain and thunder felt comforting and my wet hair was in front of my face dripping water...
I heard the paramedic yelling in my ear but I couldn't understand a word of it, instead I understood that no matter how hard I was going to fight, I wasn't going to make it anyways, and so I let my body take over not caring anymore.
The black engulfed me and dragged me to the ground,
Hearing the last scold from May I closed my eyes.
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Pheewwwwww. what a chapter, what a chapter, if I can say so myself,
I'm kinda proud on this chapter,
I hope you liked it as well, now I am going to catch up on some math homework that I have and I will see you guys next time big hugs and kisses from Lena 💕 Oh and feel free to comment to give me some ideas or advice or just to tell me what you think of the chapter xx Manou
Eat some
Drink some
Take your meds if u need them
Feel free to text me if u want to talk
I love you
Love yourself
And many big hugs and kisses and lollypops from Lena and Manou
Till next time bestays 💕✨❤️
Ps: I reallyyyy like lollypops ( this is Lena)
Pps: I ALREADY KNEW DUMBY (Xx Manou)
Word count 1336
Wednesday
Also do not look at this word, it for me to remember which day for the story it is with school and all. I'm not that smart!
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Irondad is here to save the day
Fiksi Penggemar----------------------------- Peter Parker is abused by his aunt, and if that wasn't enough to handle, he also gets bullied at school and has a lot of stress. But how can one test change the rest of his life? ----------------------------- ⚠️ Trigger...
