𝐘𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐨𝐰 𝐅𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫 || 𝐒𝐚𝐬𝐮𝐤𝐞. 𝐔

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟐𝟕

.....6:18

Tik Tok...

....6:20

"Where is he?" I mumbled staring at the clock.

I eyed around realizing how greatly
ichiraku ramen has changed in past years.

The atmosphere seemed so laid back, the high beaming ceilings and the eclectic décor work were marvelous.

an appetizing flavor aroma continues blooming in the restaurant.

"(Y/n)?"

My body tensed at the unexpected familiar voice.

My immediate reaction was to flee and forget.

A part of me wants to be as far away from here as possible.

But.

No.

I'm not running away.

"Kai?"

"The one and only." He smirks looking at me.

"Why are sitting all alone? where's that Uchiha pet of yours.."

"What are you doing here?"

Rolling his eyes he sits one chair away from me "Why does a person come to a ramen place?"

Ignoring his presence I look at the clock again.

...6:32

"Hmm... Looks like you're waiting for someone.."

"Yes. Now mind your own business."

The awkward silence fell between us as the laughter echoed in the background.

"Remember... This place is where we first met."

I felt a sudden stab of anxiety in the gut.

"Yeah..." I Spoke in a suffocated whisper.

"What happened to us, (y/n)..? We were so in love, how did it all turn toxic..? How did We turn toxic." His eyes pleadingly gazed upon mine, trying to search for reason.

I scoff rolling my eyes at him "You. It was all you."

His smile faded the moment those words slip out of my mouth.

"Right. But I didn't mean to do it alright?... it just happened."

I cross my arms "do not defend yourself. accept it, you knew damn well you were hurting me mentally and physically but you did it anyway. accept it, you were toxic.. and no excuse or justification will change what you did. you ruined what could have been a beautiful relationship.."

" I use to call you crazy but I soon realized that you were simply women fighting hard for love, for me. And now, I can't do anything to get that crazy back."

"I might forget the cheerful loving memories we made together but I will never forget the part where you failed to understand the reason of my silence, I wasn't moody or full of attitude, I was hurt. When I cried cause of you, you left me shattered rather than wiping my tears, when you failed to understand my 'I don't need anyone' I needed you the most at that very moment. When you kept looking for reasons to put me down while I stood for one simple reason of love."

I let out a shaky breath " you and I, us. It's long gone. You changed kai... Before we were deeply in love, you were good to me, kinder to me. If I'd say something stupid, you would guide me without being mean.
I didn't have to wait for you, if you were busy, you'd just let me know. You use to pay attention, you were never distracted when we were together, and you'd listen and make me feel heard. You were full of surprises, you'd send me flowers, food, and little notes saying stuff like 'I love you' or thinking about you. But then you didn't even pretend to remember our anniversary, you loved me before saying "I love yous" to each other, you just quit trying, which made me wonder if I was just someone you wanted to conquer."