Dsmp oneshots(On Hold)

• The nightmare🛑🌺💕•

Dreamnap ( dream x sapnap )
TW: cussing, mention/hinting of sexual assault,

Edited: 3/8/24
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•Sapnap's pov•

I was in the backseat of a car I knew all too well seeing a parson that I was afraid of on top of me

I tried to move. I tried to call out for help, but no matter what I did, nothing was working

I knew what was going to happen, and the fact that I knew what was happening terrified me. At this point, I was crying, and my body was shaking violently

But before anything happened, I woke up with tears running down my face and my body violently shaking

" Fuck.." I cursed under my breath looking around I noticed that I wasn't in my room but in my lover's room

Looking to my right to find dream sleeping peacefully with his arms wrap around my waist

I looked way from him and started to remember my dream....no...that was not a dream

I hated that nightmare so much I hated that memory so much just thinking about it and what went down in the backseat of that car made me shake more violently and more tears ran down my face

•Dream's pov•

I woke up to the sounds of whimpering as I opened my eyes I saw that sapnap was up and he was crying.

" Pandas *yanw* are you ok why are you crying? "

" I'm...*sniff*... I'm fine dream I ju- "

" No you not fine you're crying pandas " I said now fully awake

I sat up on the bed and pulled sapnap in my lap wiping his tears away

" You had that nightmare again didn't you " I said

" Yeah..but hey this time I woke up before anything happen " sap said hugging me his head resting on my shoulder

" I thought you said you stopped having that nightmare "

" Well...I wasn't lying they did stop...for awhile " sap said his voice cracking a little

" Why didn't you tell me pandas "

" Because I could just see the stress and tiredness in your eyes for having to wake up each night to help me I couldn't put- "

" Sappy I don't care how many times I have to wake up in the middle of the night " I said moving his head to where his looking at me

" You went through something no one should ever have to go through..and it's going to take awhile for you heal and I know that"

" But dream when it happened it scared me so much that even when we did get together I wouldn't even let you touch me, knowing that your love language is physical touch "

he paused for a moment looking at me straight in my eyes when he did this it allowed me to see the fear in his eye

It saddened me so much to see him in so much Fear

" I'm never going to fully get over this " sap said as tears started to fall from his eyes

" Sappy.. your never going to fully get over something like that and I never expected you to what they did to you was unfair and discussing " I said

" But you know that I love you right....and I would never dream of doing something like that to you right "

All sapnap did was nod his head

" Good now come on let's go back to sleep ok " I said changing our position so that we can lay down

" Ok" he said

As sapnap cuddle closer to my chest I heard the fantes 'i love you ' come from sapnap as we drifted off to sleep

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Didn't really like this one feels kind of rushed but if you enjoy it then you enjoyed it

Also if something like this has happened to you I just want to say that you are truly never going to fully get over something like that all you're going to do is push past it

And that is a okay everyone around you that's trying to help you push past that traumatic event that happened in your lifetime is there to support you and whatever you do

Just know that you are loved and you deserve every bit goodness that has ever came to you 💕