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Devon - 3hree January 21st 4:30pm ▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅
Ian gone lie and the world may hate me fa dis , but I been feeling Ka'nari this whole year man and that shit eating me alive ..
Yea , I know I should've told her , but a nigga ain no how .. I see how Kman was treating ha ass , and that shit was making me wanna show ha what real love really is ..
Ka'nari was a women of her own , she was beautiful, spoke up about herself and she knew her worth .. she wasnt no dummy like the rest and that typa female is hard to fine now and days ..
She the typa girl you gotta make sure your love is Reciprocated cause if its not , she'll gladly leave yo ass ina dark..
These dreams I been having is like some demon type shit ..
Nari would be lying there lifeless while telling me " I'll always remember what you did"
Her eyes would be black as fuck , flies would fly outta her mouth along with spiders and shit and her body would look so pale like scary movie type shit ..
I always hated dead bodies but they ain never scared me like this .. Its like somebody controlling my dreams ..
"Aye nigga , gone in dere and get yo pills .." Miles said snapping me outta my thoughts
I've always been like this tho .. have these depressed ass thoughts or just get deep in thought ..
Ion like taking these meds , they make a nigga feel so numb ..
"Hey baby , you alright?" My ma said trynna observe my face
"Im straight ma , scuse me" I brushed past her .. ian want her looking in my face cause ian have time for the long ass lectures..
I went upstairs in my old room to find my pills since I ran out of the ones at my personal crib ..
"Bra bra .." my fourteen yr old sister called making me immediately stop what I was doing
"Yes mama , whats wrong?" I said looking at her face and seen she was crying
"I—I miss you and I wanna come stay witchu" her voice cracked making me grab her into a hug but I was questioning why she was acting like this ..
"Whats wrong mama?" I said as she just sobbed
"Mama always yelling at me , knowing I got anxiety.. an—and ion be doing nuffing she just be yelling at nuffing" she cried making my body grow hot
"Aight aight , chilloud iight? Go pack you a suitcase for the week and I'll figure out the rest okay?" She nodded as I grabbed the pill bottles looking at myself into my dresser mirror
All of a sudden Nari's body that appeared to be dead arose off the ground turning her head towards me smiling ..
"The fuck—" I shook my head looking back into the mirror seeing the regular me .. "iono what the fuck going on but Im finna dead this shit before it dead me " I mumbled walking out the door , heading towards my mother ..
"Aye ma" I said , as she turned her attention towards me ..
"Yes baby?"
"Why you yelling at Kyra knowing she got anxiety .. that shit be fucking wit her and you know det"
"Mmcht boy , she got you believing that shit" she laughed .. " that girl ain got no damn anxiety , she dont even know what that means" she scoffed making me frown up
"How the fuck you gone tell her whats going on in her own damn body .. youn know what the fuck be going on , if you'll stop running behind the broke ass niggas then you'll know more about your child" I responded as she looked at me as a black mother would after their child cursed them out
"Oh you done lost you muh fucking mind ni .. who do you think you is Devon ? You think cause you living in that nice ass house by them white folks , you better than me ?"
"See ian een say alla— oh but you sat yo ass up dere and said it , but since yo wanna be grown ass know so much about ha , you take care of her muh fucking ass"
I scoffed " you full of shit .. Kyra im ina car" i yelled walking out the door ..
I got in Miles car as he observed my body language "fuck wrong wit yo ass" he asked ..
"Fuck ass mama keep yelling at kyra know she got anxiety , meaning every time you yell at her she just gone start crying"
"Damn , you told her to stop doing it?"
"Hell yeah , and she gone tell me to take care of her since i know so much" so I said I would , hell I was gonna do that anyway when she came in there crying saying she wanted to go wit me "
"Right , aaight yall let me know if yall need some iight ?"
"Nigga I got it .. acting like ian making this shit .. I just needa hurry up and get my car back"
"When they said its gone be done ?"
"Tomorrow morning"
"Shidddd ian gotta take you monday den "..
"Nigga ian said you had too .. you offered to waste gas not me"
"Fuck you"
"Thats very gay of you"
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Well I be damned ..
I knew he was in love wit her ass went they went to waffle house in book I .. yall ain catch that ..
Poor 3hree he just going thru it .. We gotta get him some punnani ..
