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"You ready to go back now ? You can't put your life on hold because of that wanna be gangster" my pa said making me chuckle to myself
"Pa you talking like you still young and alive and whole time you dead as hell" I laughed as he mugged me
"Just getcho ass up outta here and go take care of my wife .. tell her I love her Ka'nari .." he said fading away as i sighed ..
Lord knows ion wanna go back down there to face that man..
This nigga gone make my life miserable all over again and if he gone do allat , I could really just stay dead
I went back into my lifeless body and slightly opened my eyes .. as I did that I felt my hear rate began to best rapidly
"OH MY SHE'S AWAKE , NURSE " my mama yelled as Dior , Rachayln and Kayleigh rushed to my side ..
"Guhhhh I should kick yo ass , had me scared to death when they said you might not have woken up" Rachayln said nudging my shoulder
I chuckled trying to decrease my heart rate " ian wanna wake up for real if we being honest " I said as the nurses walked in
"Rise and shine love , take three deep breaths for me and relax" she said guiding me through the breathing exercises..
" my head hurts and my side is killing me .. can i have some medicine please" I asked as she nodded her head
"What would you like to eat before your medicine?"
"Yall got chicken Alfredo?"
"Normally we wouldn't give you that but since your nicer than most when you woke up , ill let you have it" she said writing something in her pad leaving the room
"Hey ma" I waved weakly as she looked as if she was crying tears of joy
"Hey tootsie pop" she said calling me my childhood name while The girls just smiled ear to ear
"Can Me and my mama talk alone for a quick second ?" I asked nicely as they shook their head in approval
As they left the room I look at my ma who just sat there quietly ..
"Ma , I just wante— baby I could've lost you .. your all I have Nari .." she broke down as i tried sitting up but failed as i was in horrible pain..
"Mama Im never leaving you .. After the talk me and papa had , I can't ever leave you" I said as her Head popped right up in confusion
"What do you mean? You saw jamel??" She said as i nodded
"He said he Loves you ma , and he told he to take care of you and thats exactly what im finna do .. I can't let him down " I said as she gave me a bright smile ..
All I care about for real .. Seeing how my death had an affect on her , hurt me to the core .. and me thinking about not waking up had me tight at my own self ..
