RECIPROCATED LOVE Ⅱ

XIV

Ka'nari Janae- Nari
February 1st
7:30pm
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Its been a few weeks since me and King talked and I was getting worried that some happened to em ..

I tried not to worry but how the fuck im not supposed to worry .. the bitch is a demon .. ain no telling what the fuck is going on down there

It's also been a hard first day of the month for me because this was the month me and Jordan made things official..

I've had horrible dreams and I've had flashbacks from everything.. Its hard for me because I wanna call Dior and Rachayln so bad , but they have their own family issues right now and I would be selfish to interfere with that ..

Everybody keep asking me am I okay and sending me Dms, checking on me but really ion even wanna be reminded of what happened ..

What hurts even more was that the other person I confided in , is not even coming around and I can't reach him from this dimension..

I was sitting on my bed in the dark , trying to shake my thoughts about the whole incident but just couldn't.. a few tears fell down my cheek making me just let it all out ..

I can't call nobody, I don't wanna talk about it but I do , I-I just Dont even kn— my thoughts were interrupted by someone knocking at my door ..

"Come in" I said in a questionable tone since Dior and Rachayln was gone for the rest of the week..

"Hey baby sis" miles said looking scared..

Nigga don't bring no shit in this house , I would like to atleast be able to say I made it through the year on new years ..

"Wassup , you okay ?" I said turning on my lamp making me squint my eyes from the brightness

"Uh— yea im fine , somebody wants to talk to you , but ian wanna bring him in here cause I know this the month everything went down " he scratched the back of his neck

"Miles" I paused trying to calm my heart rate.. "If Kman is outside my house I promise you , you're cut the fuck off and I will never EVER talk to you again cause why the fuck do yo—"

"No I—I-Its not him" he stood up twirling his fingers

"Then who is it , it bet not be kel either .." I stared blankly..

"T-T-Three" He flinched but opened one eye to see if I was finna hit him or not

"The fuck , HELL NAW .. ion wanna talk to his ass either the fuck he was fucking there .. and he ain talked all this time we been friends and ni he wanna talk" I confessed

"Look Ka'nari , I know you still ya feel me going through it , but hear him out .. as much as your mad at him , I was too but you have to know him to understand where he coming from .. Ian saying forgive him but please hear him out cause he ain like kman and kel nari I swear"

Yea I was hearing what he was saying , and yea 3hree stood ina back in the corner shaking his head , but he got a mouth .. he could've said no ..

"Mmcht , when he wanna talk bra" I sighed

"Tomorrow??"

"Yea bring em by " i said as miles nodded and stood up , pulling his pants up .. "I love you" he said hugging me.. " I love you too I guess"

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Its a WHOLEEEE lotta reading going on , but not enough voting and commenting..

Its okay tho I'll discontinue this book 💙