"Get yo ass over here .. NOW!" Clay yelled.
He reached thru the door and grabbed me by my hair.
He tossed me down the steps.
"Yo chill out with the hands on my brother." Demony said to Clay as we walked to the car.
I got in the backseat and put my head in my hands.
Clay and Demony got in.
"YOU WAS GON SHOOT HIM?! TJ ALMOST KILLED ME AND THOSE TWO BOYS SAVED ME!" I yelled.
"ION GIVE A FUCK! YOU DON'T INVOLE STRANGER WITH PERSONAL BUSINESS!" Clay yelled back as he cracked up the car and pulled out the driveway.
"I FUCKING HATE YOU! YOU ALWAYS FIND A WAY TO COME BACK INTO MY LIFE AND END UP FUCKING IT UP MORE! YOUR A WASTE OF SPACE IN MY LIFE!" I yelled.
"If that's how you really feel after we go get your car and your stuff from Tamauge house , me and you ain't never gotta speak again." Clay said.
"Fine with me." I said.
Demony turned around and looked at me.
"Looks like someone had a good time last night." He said , laughing.
"First of all , fuck you. And nothing happened." I said.
I don't know ifI was trying to convince him or myself.
Last night with Dezmon was a mistake .. a big one.
I don't wanna catch feelings for him.
Nor do I want to catch feelings for him.
My trust issues are distracting me from the fact that I might actually have a good man in my life that want to be with me.
"Mhm .. nothing happened. If nothing happened , why your neck look like you got bit by a hunnit mosquitoes?" Demony said , laughing.
I bit my lip , trying not to laugh.
It's so hard to be mad at Demony.
Yes I know he's just trying to protect me but damn .. why can't I protect myself?
"It was good?" Demony mouthed to me.
I nodded , trying not to burst into laughter.
"My man." Demony said holding his fist out for me to bump it.
I bumped it and we did our finger wiggle.
"So you fucked him? Really?! That's what we doing now? Fucking strangers?" Clay asked , laughing.
"I'm not fucking you so does it matter?" I snapped.
"You'n gotta be fucking me for me to know that you fuck anything that walks and talks." Clay snapped back.
"Oh sorry .. do I hear the pot calling the kettle black? Ain't you having a baby in a couple weeks? And Ki'moura could possibly be pregnant with your baby. I fuck three people in my whole 17 years of living and all of a sudden , im a hoe. Okay." I said.
"You just always gotta bring up the past? You not my nigga anymore anyway so what's the problem." Clay said.
"Why aren't I your nigga anymore Clay? Are you forgetting that you cheated on me multiple times? A couple times with your babymother , and from what I know; once with Ki'moura." I snapped.
"You know what , i'm so tired of yo ass you know that?" Clay said.
"Nigga i'm tired of you too. I want you out my life." I said.
Me and Clay started going back and fourth about how much we hated each other and how tired we are of each other.
"Stupid ass!" I said.
"Nigga you stupid!" Clay yelled back.
"YO! I'm tired of hearing this shit. Clay stop saying shit to him cause you know he gon chew you up every time about the same ole shit. And Tae if you claiming he not ya man , why you keep shaming him about the same shit if you'n want him?" Demony said.
"Demony he hurt me. That was my first relationship and he hurt me. But it's my fault for thinking I could turn a thug into a gentleman." I said.
"Oh nowww i'm a thug , I wasn't a thug when I gave you and Ki'moura that money in the store that one time. I wasn't a thug when I paid $8,000 to get Bleu's room done." Clay said.
"You know what .. i'm done with this conversation. Take me to this nigga house so I can get my car and go home." I said as I sunk into the chair.
Clay drove the rest of the way in silence.
We pulled up to TJ and Ki'moura's house.
I got out the car and banged on the door.
He came and opened it.
"Oh shit .. um wassup?" TJ said.
"I'm not here for allat , i'm here for my keys and my clothes then i'm gone." I said as I pushed thru him.
I walked in the living room and seen a red calvin klein jockstrap on the floor.
I slowly walked over to it and picked it up with just two fingers.
For a split second I thought they could've been mine.
But I don't like red.
Nor do I wear a size medium ..
