Deep Cuts Always Scar

Chapter 11

DEAN'S POV
I woke up to whimpering. I looked over to where Bree tossed and turned. 
Sean and I snuck in around 3 hours after we left and saw her restlessly sleep, every so often a tear falling down her face. It was heart breaking to watch.
She has been through so much and coming here has taken it's tole on her. We all hated seeing her like this. She is our little sister and no one, especially someone as caring and loving as her, should go through what she has been through.
Her eyes shot open and she sat up. I got out of bed, careful not to wake Sean, and walked over to her.
She looked over at me and her ridged back relaxed. I knelt down by her bed and took her hand in mine. "Are you okay?" I asked softly.
She nodded a little and took her hand out of mine. She laid back down and turned so her back was facing me. She was blocking me out. Ouch. "Please B. Let me help you, don't block me out," I begged but she stubbornly kept her back to me, her hands palm to palm under her head. I sighed sadly, before getting up, kissing her forehead and walking to our bathroom. I went for a shower before changing into a pair of jeans and a black top with a checked shirt kept undone over it. I walked downstairs and made myself some toast. It was rather early so no one was down here. I picked at my toast, thinking about Bree. We hadn't even worked out what was up! We were going to go see what Austin did but we decided to stay, in case anything happened with Bree. I was so lost in my thoughts I didn't notice someone come in.
"You right mate?" someone asked and I looked up to see Austin.
I sighed, "Yeah."
I still didn't like this guy. I can't believe he rejected Bree. Come on, she is everything every guy would dream of!
"How's she doing?" he asked and this time when I looked at him, I took a good look. Man, he looked bad. His eyes showed tiredness and his shoulders were slumped. I almost felt sorry, but in my opinion this is nothing compared to what Bree went through.
"What did you do?" I asked rudely, ignoring his question.
"Hey, I didn't do anything," he defended weakly, "Not this time," I heard him mumble.
I was getting angry. "What so you had nothing to do with why Bree is up there, crying her eyes out. You have no idea what happened," I growled, standing up.
"Hey," he yelled, "Don't you dare talk to me like that." By now we were inches apart, head to head." I had nothing to do with it. And yes I know exactly what happened."
I felt my body start to shake in anger. "What?!" I asked, frustrated.
"What the hell is going on here?" Gordon asked and I turned to see my brother and Josh behind him.
"He knows what's wrong with B, and he isn't telling," I yelled.
"Well, if you let me talk in between your accusations you would know," Austin shot back and I glared at him.
"Calm down, Dean," Gordon ordered, stepping forward with the others.
I took a step back, still shaking, yet not able to go against Alpha's orders.
"Can you tell us what happened with Bree?" Gordon asked calmly.
Austin sighed and slumped into the nearby chair. He ran his hand through his hair sadly, "Her mum died and she found out last night." I froze. "She came in asking for her," he continued, "She had to find out. We thought she knew."
Oh crap. I looked at the others and saw there faces mirror mine. Shock and sadness filled our eyes.
Bree use to tell us about her mum. She truly loved her, she was the only one that she regretted leaving.
With everything that is going on she didn't need this.
"I tried to get her to talk to me," Austin said defeated, "She wouldn't. I don't know what to do." He looked like he could cry.
"We'll try," Josh assured him about to turn when I stopped him.
"I have," I told them and they looked at me in shock, "She just turned around and ignored me."
We stood in silence, my thoughts holding sadness but also shock.
"This isn't good," Sean stated.
"Na Duh, Sherlock," Austin exclaimed.
Sean growled and Gordon hit him lightly. "Stop," he said looking at Austin, "We can't help Bree if we fight."
He sighed in defeat and nodded.
"Let's give her today. We will try to talk to her tonight at dinner," Sean suggested.
We all agreed and Austin, Gordon and Josh went to go find Tim and do some pack stuff. Sean and I made our way to the living room and turned the T.V on. I didn't watch it much through the day, to caught up in my thoughts. The day dragged. It felt like every minute took a hour. I was so worried about Bree and I could tell Sean was too.
We have known Bree for 2 years and she has changed us all. She is our little sister and I couldn't imagine life without her. She seems to make everything fun and when she has to, she works her butt off. She has changed us all so drastically the past two years it's insane. We were always great mates but she brought us so much close. We all love her so much and hate what she's been through. She's family, we all are.
It was a long day but at around 6ish the two Alpha's and Beta's along with Bell came in.
Sean and I both shot up from our seats, ready to go.
"Has she come down at all?" Josh asked worriedly. I shook my head, "Not once."
We all looked at each other, not knowing what to do.
"Why don't we take up something for her to eat?" Tim suggested, "What's her favourite food?"
My guys all smiled sadly at each other, "2 minute noodles and Oreos."
Sam nodded, "Alright, let's get some."
We all walked into the kitchen and Sean cooked the noodles as I searched for the Oreos. They were hidden right up in the top corner, of course. I grabbed the packet and placed it next to where Sean just served the noodles. We carried it up and knocked on our door. "Taylor?" I called and there was no answer so we just walked in.
Bree was snuggled into her blankets, in the same position I left her in. We quietly walked over to her bed and loosely crowded around it. Sean and I placed the food on the table next to her bed and sat down.
"Honey?" Sean asked, gently stroking her back and I saw Austin go ridged. " Honey look at me," Sean said softly and when she didn't listen he gently pushed her body so she was lying on her back, looking at him.
He cupped her face, stroking the hair that went limp over her tear streaked face. Her eyes had bags under them and were emotionless. That was what scared me the most. Everything she did, what she looked like was all emotionless, almost lifeless.
A tear fell down her cheek and I couldn't stop myself from leaning over and hugging her. She pushed me away along with Sean's hand and our eyes filled with hurt.
"You need to let us in, we can't help you otherwise," Josh pleaded from where he stood. She ignored him and turned around.
Austin kneeled down beside the bed and wrapped his hands around hers. "Baby, you need to eat. Please," he begged. She snatched her hand back and he sighed, standing back up.
"Just eat a little bit," Gordon pleaded, his arm around Bell.
Bree ignored him and stayed facing the wall. We all spared each other worried glances.
"Alright, we'll leave the food here. We made your favourite," Josh said, hoping for a reaction from the mention of her favourite food but it was like he was talking to a wall. Nothing. Not even a twitch.
"Alright, call us if you need us," Gordon said and motioned us to follow him as he walked out with his mate.
With a sigh Sean and I kissed her cheeks and followed them out.

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It has been 3 days. 3 long agonizing days and Bree hasn't changed. She is still on her bed, not eating and blocking us out. She had gotten up twice only to have a shower and go back. We have no idea what to do. What can we do? We were all sitting silently around the living room. I looked at my watch and it read 9am.
"I'll get her breakfast," I volunteered. We always put meals out for her, in hope that she will decide to eat. It hasn't worked so far but there is no such thing as a lost cause, and she defiantly isn't one. 
I walked into the kitchen, made a toasted chicken, avocado, tomato and mayo sandwich and made my way upstairs. I quietly opened the door to see her laying on her bed, facing the ceiling like it was a interesting book.
I looked over at her and it was heart-breaking. Her waist, arms and legs were thin sitting flat against her bed. Her bones in her face were more defined, as all traces of fat left her making the skin look stained. Her skin was ghostly pale and her face emotionless. Tears well in my eyes as I looked at what use to be our free living girl. I walked over and placed the food next to her untouched dinner. I looked into her eyes that had black bags under them and were slightly rimmed red.
"Please, please. Don't do this. Let us help. We are hurting seeing you like this," I pleaded a few tears leaking from my eyes. All of a sudden her face showed guilt and sadness before she composed it back to her emotionless way. I wiped my face and stood up. Picking up the old plate I walked out. I put it away, throwing the food out before I walked back into the lounge. They all looked at my entrance.
"How is she?" Austin whispered, voice thick with emotion.
I shook my head. "She is as thin as a twig and as white as a sheet."
Austin cringed and looked close to tears as I sat down. His face was ragged and his hair a mess. He had dark shadows under his eyes and looked so distressed. We waited a hour before Bell said, "I'm going to go talk to her."
We all looked at her spectacle.
"Hey, sitting here isn't doing anything. She might open up to a girl. It's worth a try," she pointed out.
We nodded and she kissed Gordon before heading out.

2 and a half hours is how long Bell took talking to Bree. Well we hope it was talking, because then hopefully Bree will start opening up. When she walked out she had a small sad smile on her lips. Gordon walked over and pulled her into a hug.
"What happened?" he mumbled into her hair.
She sighed and pulled out of Gordon's embrace. She looked over at Tim and said, "I think you should go talk to her."
He stood up asking, "Why?"
"Because Bree believes she has no one left. She has lost her mum and dad and you hurt her,"she said looking at Austin before she changed her gaze to Josh, Gordon, my brother and I. "She feels like she is a disappointment. She doesn't want you guys to see her upset because she feels that she is letting you down after everything you guys have done for her. She thinks that she has to be the joker to deserve you and didn't want you to have to put up with her."
We looked at each other flabbergasted. What the hell is going through that girl's mind? We all love her for who she is and if anything we didn't deserve her!
"We need to go talk to her," Josh stated standing up.
Bell shook her head. "I think Tim should go first. He's the only family she has left and I believe it's important for her to forgive him."
"Are you insane?" I yelled and Gordon stood in front of her protectively, growling.
"Don't speak to her like that," he said threateningly.
Bell put a hand on his shoulder and he calmed down almost instantly.
"Do you have any idea what he," I spat pointing at Tim making him flinch, "did to her. She was a wreak! He deserves nothing from her."
Bell sighed as Tim's head hung in shame. "She has just lost her mum. If she doesn't want him, fine. But she has to have that option of fixing things with her only blood family member."
I took a deep breath and nodded, "Fine, but then we're talking to her."
They all nodded and Tim headed upstairs.

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