Our Little Secret • LK

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Chapter 15
Web Of Lies

"I'm leaving."

Lisa didn't understand what he meant, she just silently stood at her place, without moving or reacting.

Seeing her unresponsiveness, Jungkook tightened his arms around her and bowed his head deeper in her neck. "I'm... I'm leaving for abroad, tomorrow. I... I don't know when... when I'll be back again..." Speaking in a childish manner, as if asking his mother to take him with hers, Lisa didn't knew why but she wanted to turn around and hug him tightly.

"I'm... I'm sorry to... ask this... but... can we... can we have... you know..."

The pure feelings of hugging him earlier were crushed under his selfish words. She couldn't help but laugh at him in a mocking way.

Jerking off his hands from her waist, Lisa turned around and clapped her hands. "Wow Jeon Jungkook... Just wow! Do you know you should be an actor. I mean, you can really be a good actor. Just look at your skills."

"I'm not lying." Jungkook hurriedly pulled out his flight tickets from his pocket and kept it on her palms. "You can check..." seeing the stack of papers in her hand, Lisa giggled and threw them on the floor.

"See! I told you, you can be a really good actor. You're always so prepared." She shrugged, her words and sudden attitude change towards him made his heart ache for an unknown reason.

"Lisa... please trust me this once. I don't wanna waste my last night away from you. I wanna spend my last night here with you! Just... just let me... please..." he sighed and reached out to hold her hands in his. Lisa couldn't help but glance down at his trembling fingers engulfing hers. She looked back in his eyes and sighed..

"Enough of your melodrama. Get out now!" Lisa grabbed his wrist and dragged him till the door. Just as she opened the door to push him out, the door was slammed shut and she was pinned against it. She looked up at him, only to find him towering over her, holding both of her arms and firmly pinning her against the door.

His eyes were red and filled with tears at the bottoms. He clenched his jaws and leaned towards her face. Pressing his forehead against hers, he closed his eyes and his grips on her arms tightened as she was struggling under him.

"Kitten... I really need you... please.... let me have you... one last time... hm?" Without waiting for her response, he slammed his lips against hers, pressing himself against hers as hard as she could.

Lisa's heart throbbed as she tried to breath in between the kiss. Her struggling arms froze and she finally couldn't resist. After seeing those flight tickets and hearing that he'll not come back any soon, she felt an unknown sadness but didn't dared to express it. Her self respect was much higher than her feelings.

But now, she didn't knew why, she again lost herself in front of him. This will be probably their last time doing this thing together.

She had long ago accepted the fact that she has feelings for him. But after knowing his character and selfishness, Lisa couldn't help but like and hate him at the same time.

Still emerged in her own thoughts, she didn't knew when they reached her bedroom and when all of her clothes were taken off by him.
She closed her eyes in helplessness, her lips pressed tightly, not letting any sound of pleasure come out of her mouth.

Yet again, she let him have her as much as he wanted. Now, could she blame him only?

She would want to die instead of accepting the fact that she liked everything he did to her, whenever they were together in this period of time.

How can she now only blame him when she's herself not being able to get over him?

"I'll be gentle..." Those whispers falling in her ears like a lullaby followed by a feathery kiss on her forehead, Lisa soon felt him surging inside her with extreme passion and affection.

That night, before she slept, she vaguely remembered him whispering in her ear, "..... Sorry."

Next morning, Lisa was welcomed with loneliness, yet again.

He already left, she was dressed by him again when she was still sleeping.

Craning her neck, her eyes caught a handwritten note on the bedside table, "Take care, I'm leaving."

Lisa dazedly stared at the thin paper in her hands before throwing it in the corner of the room and getting up from the bed. Walking towards the mirror, she looked at herself in the mirror. Neck and face covered with endless red marks, hair disheveled and clothes loosely hanging on her thin body.

"It was the last time. There will be no next time." She said, staring at herself in the mirror, with a straight and cold face.

After a while, she got ready and left for college.

"Hey!" Mingyu jumped in front her with his wide smile. "Yesterday the maths teacher asked me to solve a problem but I couldn't. I was so embarassed. I know you are too busy these days, and this morning I didn't came for studies. I was too sleepy actually. How about we study in the break time? Are you free?" Lisa looked at him and nodded, continued walking ahead.

"Okay then, see you at the break time in the library!" Mingyu said before walking away.

Lisa reached her class and subconsciously glanced at his seat. It was empty. The other seat beside him, which belonged to Areum, was also empty. Did they both went together?

Lisa wanted to hit herself when the thought came in her mind, "That's none of my business!" Scolding herself mentally, she walked towards her seat and sat there.

With a few quick glances towards the empty seats ahead of her, the first few periods rolled away and the break time arrived.

She grabbed her stuff and went directly to the library, clearly not in a mood to eat anything.

Arriving at the library, she sat there for almost 15 minutes but there was no sign of Mingyu. She even called him but he didn't answered.

Looking outside the small window in the corner of the library, Lisa sighed and mumbled to herself, "Looks like everyone loves ditching me these days...."

She didn't knew why she was so sad since the morning, and coming in the college, everything was just helping in worsening her mood even more. She hastily grabbed her bag and was about to walk out when she heard some faint voices coming from the other side of the book shelf.

She thought to just ignore the talks and mind her own business, until she heard a cold, feminine voice taking her name, "That b*tch Lisa! Everything is happening just because of her! I swear I will kill her." After standing there in a daze, when Lisa couldn't hold back her curiosity, she walked towards the other side of the book shelf...

The ground below her feets seemed to slip away as she looked at the guy and the girl.

The guy was cupping the girls' face and the girl was crying with anger.

The girl was Areum, and the guy was.... Jungkook.

Looking at them silently for awhile, Lisa had only one thought running wildly in her head. Just how many times are you going to play with me Jeon Jungkook?

You lied again.

You used me again.

And I again, I again let you take advantage of me...

Walking towards him with wobbly steps, Lisa grabbed Jungkook's collar and didn't hesitate to slap him on his face...

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I almost forgot how to write, please ignore the mistakes 💀