Our Little Secret • LK

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Chapter 8
I don't do promises.

"Jeon Jungkook. Fine. You win. I'm ready." After trying to escape from all his tricks, Lisa realised she can't really do anything when he has the ace in his hands. He has the most powerful card, which he was using quite skillfully against her.

Lisa knew, at any cost, she can't let anyone, especially her mother to know about the thing Jungkook had come to know.

So feeling miserable, Lisa decided to give up. It's true, just like any other normal girl, she had also wished to save her chastity for the special one in her life. But the mistakes she had done has now caused her to give up on everything she has ever thought.

When Jungkook heard her say the thing he have been craving to hear from her, he felt extremely euphoric. He grinned as if his mother has finally got him the candy he wanted.

He grinned and tightened his grip on her waist and started to leave feathery pecks on her shoulder before turning her around to face him. He stroked the sides of her face and started to lean forward when Lisa suddenly pushed him away.

Startled, Jungkook looked at her in a confused state. While she stood there blankly staring at him. "Let's talk first." Jungkook crooked his brows in confusion and stared at her. "What do you want to talk about now?" He asked rubbing his forehead, starting to feel a little irritated.

"About this thing between us. I want to ask, how long are you planning to blackmail me with those pictures and for how long are you going to use my body?" To Lisa's queries, Jungkook replied with a sarcastic snort.

"What? How long huh? Well, first of all between us, it's not 'a thing' you should rather call it a physical relationship as I do. And, nice question, so, I haven't really planned how long I'm going to be in this relationship with you. It might take a short time or maybe years. I don't really have any idea about it. But I can assure you, I will leave you right after I will get bored with you and your body." Even though Jungkook's tone was playful, it rang out in a pretty harsh way in Lisa's ear.

When he said those thing, Lisa truly felt like he is the most selfish person in the world she has ever seen. How can he act so inhuman?

Seeing him mocking the situation, Lisa internally felt she should rethink about giving herself up on this type of a guy. But, she knew she can't do anything now. She knew if she deny him right now, he can cause a lot of damage to her currently normal life.

"Hm. Since I'm giving you something that is so precious for me, don't you think you should give me something to mortgage?" Jungkook poked his inner cheek with his tongue feeling a little annoyed, but let out a laugh to ease his frustration.

"Ofcourse, what do you want as a mortgage?" Lisa sighed looking here and there, as if thinking for something, and than finally looked up at him again. "Your girlfriend." Seeing confusion written all over his face, Lisa sighed and explained, "Till the time you're in this physical relationship with me, you are not allowed to be with any other girl. I mean you have to break up with Areum." To Lisa's explanation, Jungkook suddenly burst out laughing.

"What? Did you forgot that I'm the one in charge right now. Not you. You are the one who's supposed to obey me, also I will be in a relationship with Areum even if I'll be in a physical relationship with you. You know, I just can't leave her." Lisa grinded her teeths seeing him grinning at her playfully.

"Than why didn't you asked for it to your girlfriend only? Wasn't she enough for you?" Jungkook stopped showing his teeths and walked closer to her with a straight face. Without a warning, slipping his hand behind her waist, he pulled her closer in a swift, making her clash against his chest.

"That's because I don't want to do it with her, I want to do it with you. Only you." Lisa went completely still in his arms and he too didn't said anything further and decided to stare at her. Seeing his eyes slowly turning softer, Lisa realised the position and immediately pushed him away.

"Fine! Whatever! But, you have to be careful than. No one should know about this thing between us." Jungkook giggled and nodded his head like an obedient puppy.

When he suddenly again started approaching her, with a smirk plastered on his lips, Lisa felt a little uncomfortable and told him to stop immediately. "Wait! There's one more thing I want to tell you." Jungkook nodded his head again but suddenly pulled her in his embrace, "Now say." He whispered closer to her lips, his nose almost touching hers.

"Uhm... you.... you have to promise me... that you won't kiss me on my lips ever again." Jungkook silently stared deeply in her eyes big doe eyes. Her long lashes trembled under his stilled gaze, feeling her heartbeats raising at it's peak with each passing second. "Ah! Sorry. But I don't do promises." After whispering those words, he didn't gave her another second before smashing his lips on hers.

Lisa's mind went completely blank as soon as his lips met her. Only thing she felt was his lips moulding with hers in a perfect way. She unconsciously clutched the cloth above his chest and fisted it, slowly closing her eyes. Jungkook dominantly asked for her tongue and Lisa couldn't help but open her mouth to let him in.

Jungkook let out a muffled groan as soon as the sweet taste of her mouth came in touch with his tongue. Lisa felt her legs slowly loosing all the energy and started to feel dizzy.

Next thing she felt, her legs leaving the ground. For support, she instantly wrapped her slender arms around his neck.

She didn't knew when it all started and when he took her to her bedroom. While marking her neckline and collarbone, Jungkook's hand slipped inside her t-shirt and did wonders to her body. She felt the things she has never thought would turn out so pleasurable.

Before closing her eyes and completely surrendering herself, Lisa remebered her last words were, "Jun... Jungkook please... please be gentler... it's my firs- aahh!" Before she could say anything, she immediately pierced her nails in his shoulders and closed her eyes tightly in pain, as she felt him entering inside her.

When everything ended, even though Jungkook was really gentle, Lisa still felt tired and slept barely under the warm sheets, caged in his warm arms.

Next morning when she woke up, there was no one in her room other than herself. She felt happy thinking that it was all a dream but all her happiness flew away from the window after finding herself still naked under the sheets.

Seeing that Jungkook was gone, she felt ashamed on herself. Lisa felt like it was maybe just a one night stand for him, but for her, being a normal girl, she had lost the most important thing of her life to a man who doesn't give a damn for her.

Just how the things turn out like this? She didn't have any idea.

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