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my eyes shift to the bright light above me, my head throbbing in pain as i try to get up.

"doctor, he's awake", i hear a soft voice calling , a doctor coming to my vision as i groan.

"don't get up quickly, mr kim. rest easy", he pushes me down.

"ugh, can i have water, my throat hurts", i swallow dryly.

 a nurse enters the room with a glass of water which i gulp down hurriedly.

"what am i doing here, why am i here, what time is it". 

"well, first i suggest taking it slow, you've been here for 2 days", before he finishes i yell.

"WHAT, 2 DAYS???", my jaw almost drop to the floor.

"yes, you fainted out of exhaustion, your body was physically tired and burned out."

"feeling any lightheadedness?, can you move all of your limbs well?", he scribbles down as i do jumping jacks.

"great everything looks fine , were you not sleeping well the past few days?", he enquires.

yeah, ive not been able to have even a reasonable 2 hours of sleep", i look down fiddling with my fingers.

"well, it should be fine now that you've slept contently for 2 days straight, ill prescribe you some pills". the doctor jots something down before leaving the room.

i look around taking in my surroundings, i look at my bedside table and immediately grab my phone.

opening it, the notifications bombard my phone.

"goddamn, i am not reading all that", chuckling to myself, at least someone was worried for me.

i check the first message that catches my attention which was Jackson's.

Jackson

hyung, the party is in a few days, you'll be able to come right?

im going out right now to prepare for it.Don't forget okay?

hyung, where are you?

you're not reading my messages...

*

right, a sudden realization hit me, its his birthday in about 3 days, i already spent two days in bed. he must be worried, i reply back before slumping back on the bed.

the cold air hit my face as I walk out of the hospital, the hospital beds were making me feel sick, so sneaking out wasn't a bad option. 

the moon being the only source of warmth for me as i huddle closer to my warm jacket to keep myself warm.

it's not uncommon for me to randomly disappear for a week or so, which is why no one contacted me. its not like me to get butthurt about it even though I am.

the past events hit me like a truck when I stop. who was that guy in the pharmacy? it was unlike anything I'd felt before.

the raging chills I felt all over my body when his piercing eyes stared right back into mine intensely already was enough for me to collapse.

who..is he?

I feel my insides twisting as i run towards a bush nearby heaving out everything inside me. im getting a very bad feeling. 

**

luna pov

things have changed drastically in my life at the moment. i was always with jungkook, even though none of us admitted it , we both liked being with each other.

there was always tension between us in the best way possible and i wasn't sure of it until yesterday when he kissed me. that was all i needed.

i put on warm comfy clothes and head out the door. i at least want to make up with jimin before Jackson's party.

i asked him to meet me at a cafe , meeting him at his house when he has a girlfriend might be too awkward.

i sit in the seat across from the window, the waitress standing across from me.

"two cups of iced americano please", i smile sweetly at her before looking out the window.

I'm not quite too sure how to start but i definitely do not want to keep my feelings at bay. the Christmas decorations were still not kept off as i stare at the huge Christmas tree in the middle of the street coloring the entire space.

the tiny bells jingle as jimin enters through the door. if i didn't know who he was, i would definitely stare at him . he was always pretty.

but the cold stagnant look painted his face as he sit across for me giving a small empty smile.

i still don't understand why he acts like that, but I'm getting nervous from just looking at him.

he looks at the cup in front of him and gives me a small thank you.

i nod and take a sip.

"so what did u call me here for", he looks at the table not looking at me.

why are we starting off like this, i should deviate from the topic.

"How are you doing these days", i ask testing out the water.

he scoffs still looking down, "couldn't have been better". he mutters sarcastically.

"yea I'm doing fine". he smiles although im not sure if it was genuine.

" well that's nice to hear, are you sleeping well?", he seemed very tired for some reason.

"look can you just tell me why did you call me, you don't have to act all nice to me know", he sighs and i look at him, hurt. really hurt. what does he think of me.

"um well, i ugh listen jimin, i don't want to end things like this. i know for a fact that our friendship is too precious to end it over something like this", his head shoots up to look at me as if he didn't hear it right.

"you thought our friendship was precious", he look at me in disbelief.

"ofcourse, why would i not", i look at him baffled. did he seriously think this was a one-sided friendship?

"i thought you didn't care about this and all", his eyes softened a little. 

i smile a little, he seemed a bit relaxed now.

"of course i do , your my best friend", he smiled a bit painfully but i ignored that, i have to set boundaries sooner or later.

"well i have something to say as well", he looks away contemplating whether to tell it or not.

"go ahead, im all ears", i rest my hand over the table giving my full attention.

" i guess you could say i was very jealous and insecure that you were friends with everyone, that was one of the main reasons why i ignored you, i was ashamed of myself for thinking that". 

my eyes widen at his words...what?

"i keep reminding myself that we're not in middle school and that you have people you cherish more than me..but the thought of that made my blood boil, and i was being selfish. im sorry".

i look dumbfounded, staring at my cup not knowing what to say. this was what he was feeling this entire time??

"now that I've found out that you did cherish our friendship and that it was not one-sided after all, im thankful..thankyou". he smiles with eyes .

"so where are you going with this", i breathe out letting out the question I've been wanting to ask.

"i want us to stop being everything we were before".

"what". my heart stops.

"i want us to stop being friends".









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