🌹𝓕𝓘𝓝𝓓 𝓜𝓔🌹. JJK.

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his hand grabs my chin making me face him as he spoke.

"i like you".

my eyes widened as i glanced at his serious face.

"hold on, what", i ask him again.

he sighs before coming closer, "you heard it right".

"pffff, i like me too", i lamely laugh looking away, i cannot handle serious situations, it was the only way for me to cope with it.

"luna", he spoke making me nervous.

"i am serious, this is not a joke", he held my chin making me face him again.

i contemplate what happened in my mind, and didn't see the gap slowly closing between us.

i felt his breath on my lips as i soon realized what was happening.

"wait", i put my hand over his lips, seeing his closed eyes now open, i gulped.

"i-, i don't think you're realizing what you just said".  unable to face the reality, i kept ignoring it.

"luna, i like you, i- i love you, i just can't keep this a secret anymore",  he smiled looking down.

"jimin...i- I'm sorry but i can't... bring back your feelings",  i bite back my emotions.

"wh- what", his shocked face made me close my eyes shut, i can't do this.

"i thought we both liked each other, you said you would marry me and ...love me", he spoke baffled.

"That was when we were younger, things change- "NO", he glances at me.

"no.....this cannot be happening, i thought...i get it because of that bastard jungkook", he spitefully talks to me.

"what- no, he has nothing to do with this, please", i softly speak.

"maybe, im just not good enough for you". tears fall from his eyes as he walks away.

"wait!" i run behind him.

"Hyung, I'm leaving, don't follow me", jimin grabs his jacket.

"wait, hold on, it's only 9:30-", namjoon couldn't finish his sentence as jimin sprinted out.

"Lisa....I'm going too", i wheeze as i talk to her before running back to catch up to jimin.

jimin drove as i stood there, speechless.

"TAXI, TAXI, OVER HERE", i wave my hands to a taxi passing nearby.

"please, follow that black car, thankyou". i catch my breath.

after a few minutes, i reach the hotel to see jimin running towards it.

"wait, just listen to me!", i grab jimin's hand making him turn around.

"please...i don't want to lose you this way", tears now fell down my eyes as i sighed.

"i- no it's not your fault, it's mine, so please don't cry", he held my hand, hot tears falling down to my hand.

"i wanted to make you mine, i just couldn't bear to see you flirting with jungkook, it hurt my heart in unimaginable ways, i became greedy, I'm sorry", he smiled bringing both of my hands to his face.

my expression softened, it hurt my heart to see him cry, but..i just can't see him anything more than a best friend.

"i love you too!, but only as a friend", i spoke the last line looking down, i couldn't look into his eyes.

"i- I'm sorry for leading you on too, i thought we were just flirting jokingly as friends, i guess it might have meant something else to you", i quietly whispered enough for him to hear.