Log 8,
I'm writing in Korean this time. I feel quite skittish around the others for the past days.
They look odd whenever they look at me whenever I get too close in the vicinity of his. Did I look foolish to the point of receiving a shake from the head from On?
I wonder, did he see my face? I'm not quite sure. If I did look foolish, I'd be embarrassed a lot because I don't want the impression of him turn to something that wouldn't hinder the wind current that is calming me down.
His gaze sort of makes me feel shy. And his opinions are very worth it, I usually stay silent yet attentive to everything he says and does. He looks pretty when he reads, looks very adorable when he eats. I like it a lot when his cheeks appear to be puffy when he gets annoyed by something.
He often holds his posture with confidence, never once did I see him falter in every situation—there were times of course, but I like it all.
I wonder, would he like it if I try to style myself a bit more—change my clothes, perhaps? I want to try different colours, I feel a bit plain with black. It makes me so boring in comparison to the others.
But I like black,
he says I look a bit edgy with it but he would look at me for a few minutes. I'd feel a bit flustered of him staring but I want to know what is on his mind.
Does he think I'm handsome? Attractive? Cute, maybe?
Maybe not. I shouldn't decide on what he thinks. I should stop writing for now. I'm getting delusional thinking of these sort of things.
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