Log 46,
He's at the palace, whilst I am here in another location whereas I cannot be near him. I have been assigned to a mission with Rosalyn and Mary. Another looting, I suppose. I'm writing in a spare note Rosalyn gave me since I left my letter box back at the villa.
But besides that, I'm quite envious.
His Imperial Majesty gets to be with him. I— I know it's childish but I also feel a bit sad. Because I feel like he is into those kind of guys, more than what I am. I think he likes them righteous, rich, passionate and selfless. I have enough allowance for a lifetime and I am my Liege's knight, however, I cannot compare to that of a sovereign emperor.
Alberu does seem better. In many aspects, is he.
I'm jealous about it. He is strong, and attractive. Rich and quite passionate, perfect and hardworking. Everything a person would want in a lover.
... I can't see myself except in strength, hardworking and passion. But, if it meant to overthrow the realms of Gods and alike, I would do it for him. If he says to look for him when he is lost, I'll look every direction and corner.
I am just that devoted to him. But no matter what, I'll love him even if the sky falls and the ground breaks, the oceans rise and fell on heaven's gates.
I love him. I really, really do.
I'd flip the universe, if that's what he wanted to.
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Log 47,
It's the second day of the mission, but it's okay. We will be finished within the matter of approximately five hours, according to Rosalyn.
I wonder, is he alright? Is he eating a lot? Slacking, as he says? I wonder and wonder. I wanna see him, but I have to finish the task he gave me—us, I meant.
Mary keeps on looking at me with an odd expression. Hm? I don't know why but she squints her eyes at times. Almost as if she is in disbelief that I exist.
But that's nothing, I really want to know what he is doing? Perhaps, sleeping? Hm...
We'll be leaving in a few minutes. I'll be seeing him again. I feel a bit nervous but excited at the same time. Like the stream in the forest of darkness, it was a new one. The dead mana lake that used to be there had been absorbed fully and it was made to a prettier and beautiful lake. He built a big pavilion there for all of us. It's quite a nice sight.
One day, maybe one day, I'll take him out there for a date. Well, if that day ever comes.
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