my 8 soulmates

but first coffee

Even after 4 hours you couldn't fall asleep. You were just too nervous. What if he doesn't like me, I was always more the curvy type not a skinny one. In Asia it is pretty to be really small and skinny, right? I'm neither, well okay I'm not tall either, but with my 162 cm I wasn't as cute as some of the girls I have seen on my way to the hotel. Also he is pretty famous, what if he doesn't have time for me in his schedule? 

Your brain was constantly thinking of problems that could occur. You hated it, but sometimes you couldn't help and really overthink some things. "Stop it!" you told yourself. But after 30 more minutes of you rolling over your bed, you decided that you wouldn't get some sleep this night. So you stood up and went straight to the shower. A long warm shower later you applied every skin care product you had in your luggage. While brushing your teeth you looked at the three possible outfits you could wear. This one is to sexy, that isn't exactly me, I should be myself meeting him, right? This one is to dark. I don't want to look sad or badass, his smile is so warm. I think I will go with this one. 

After spitting out the rest of the toothpaste you changed into your favourite sweater, which was knitted with some pastel shades and cropped, and a black high waisted jeans. You applied some make up and smiled at yourself in the mirror. "I can do this!" 

You grabbed your bag and your smartphone. Looking at the time it was 5 AM. pretty early... so first of all: some coffee! You searched for a coffeeshop nearby and found one that was open at this time. Ordering your Latte Macchiato was a bit difficult, but with your hands and feet and the very small bits of korean you knew, it was possible. You drank your coffee while looking at your mark. Slowly tracing the line which ends with his name. Afterwards you got up and googled the way to KQ Entertainment. It was pretty cold in Seoul, you were happy to have your winter jacket with the big hood you put on. 

Well google maps wasn't the best in this city, but after two detours you could see the company at the other side of the crossroad. You looked onto your phone to check the time, while you weren't paying attention to your surroundings, someone bumped into you. Someone with a fresh coffee inside his hands, which was now completely poured over your jacket. A deep voice began to ramble and he probably apologised to you. But you were looking at the big stain on your jacket. Just too shocked to react. 

"Are you ..okay-e?" The deep voice asked while putting his hands on your shoulder. The sudden contact woke you up from your trance and you looked up from your shirt to his face. His dark chocolate eyes finding your own, you couldn't tear away from his gaze. Neither would you want to look anywhere else. 

But just as the smile appears on your face it fades away, your face contorted with pain. The pain was overwhelming, it was like your skin was on fire. From your head to your toe in just a few seconds your whole body was searing. You cried out in pain, and before you faint again you heard his scream, which made your heart brake.