Heartbreak Girl ~ Nathan Sykes Fanfic~ [English Version]

Chapter 60

_____: A cappuccino please. - I replied to the waiter who took our orders at the cafe, and when we were seated at a table, beautifully decorated in a sophisticated way.

Kelsey: Well, _______, speak.

I sighed. I did not want to express my feelings right now, because I don't know what I felt. So I decided to tell the whole story from the show so far. As you can imagine, they brought what we ordered, and we took it and still I did not finish the stupid story.

_______: So now here I am, telling you my story, and I feel so discouraged I'd rather be lying on my bed watching tv and eating ice cream.

They remained very attentive during my narration. They made sometimes surprised faces, and made 'aww' but did not ask questions.

Nareesha: I knew it!

_______: What?!

How the heck she knew everything?

Kelsey: Well, what Nareesha is trying to say is that we had a great suspicion. Because, you do not notice but you do something, I don't know your eyes change when they catch Nathan. You understand? Like the time we were in 'The Wanted Mobile' you spoke and you looked at him differently than everyone else.

Really?

Nareesha: And also the thing with Dionne, We knew this weekend, when "you slipped the juice by accident" - said making quotation marks with her fingers. - It obviously was Dionne.

Kelsey: But do not worry darling. We are here for you. and we know that there can be a very difficult times, they always get better. Just give it time.

Nareesha: True. and anyway, you know how's Nathan when he gets angry, he disconnects from all the media can either be Twitter, Intagram, and he even speaks little with us.

I nodded.

________: Girls, I love you very mcuh. Thank you for supporting me. But I want to be alone. Can you take me to my house please?

Kelsey: All right.

And then they paid what we ate and then we went to the car. They left me in front of my house

_______: Thank you girls, really.

Kelsey: Do not hesitate to call if you need anything. We will always be available for you, honey.

_____: Thank you.

Then came into my house. It was Monday, mom worked like dad, and it felt like I had come from school. But different.

Then I went to my room, shut the door and slide through it, until I'm sitting on the floor, leaning the door.

Started to cry but to cry as hard as I could. Everything I had endured with Dionne. But worse were Nathan's insults. Although I don't blame him, because if I was in the same situation, I wouldn't know how to react. But they hurt me, his words cause such an effect on me.

Remembering that time he called me ¨cutie¨ backstage before the concert, and how it caused such a joy within me. I couldn't stop smilinf. But in comparison to his statement 'I don't even know who's worse, Dionne for cheating or you for hiding it' Everything was totally different.

I felt I was worthless, although I finished with Dionne, she was right, Nathan will never notice me. It hurts even more the insulsts he told me, than seeing Dionne torturing my life.

Right now I don't know what to do. Maybe he would've sent me a message saying that he enjoyed spending the weekend with me or something. But I won't receive it.

Next week, I'll be on vacation and it will also be Nathan's birthday, and I thought I would've spend it with Nathan, Jay, Max, Tom, SIca, NAreesha, Kelsey, Luke, Ashton, Calum, Miranda and Michael. But it's obvious that it won't be like that.

I got up from the floor just to throw myself back to bed. I wept and cried in between my pillows. Not even the music could help me this time.

While I thought and the tears, I fell asleep hugging tightly Vampy.

Why can't I be happy? Why?

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I'll update again tomorrow! We are so close to the end.. xx