Sophie's POV
He walked me to my house, but i stopped him, before he could get to my door. I didn't want him to see my mum.
"Um bye luke" i whispered.
"Ill see ya later maybe?" He asked
"Maybe" i knew i was gonna be in so much trouble, i wasn't going out tonight. I walke inside and shut the door quickly, so he didn't hear the yelling. My mom started screaming
"YOU STUPID BITCH, WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN, I HAD TO CLEAN THE HOUSE MYSELF AND YOU STUPID CUNT WERE OUT BEING SOME BOYS FUCK TOY" she screamed as she hit me, and she punched me until i fell on the floor, she continuously kicked me in the stomach, and back, then my head, and everywhere else.
"YOU ARE A WORTHLESS, HORRIBLE SLUTTY FUCK UP, GO KILL YOURSELF ALREADY" she yelled in my face. After she left, i laid there for a bit and then picked myself up, limping up to my room. I walked into my bathroom and dug through my vanity drawer, i lulled out the sharp piece of metal, and rolled up my sleeve, i slid down the wall, putting the metal to my wrist. I dug it into my skin, dragging it across. 1 for being worthless 2 for being stupid 3 for being a bitch 4 for being horrible 5 for being a slut 6 for being fat 7 for being ugly 8 for being so unlovable 9 or being so awkward 10 for breathing and a few more for good measure. I deserve this. Im such a fuck up.
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Its been 3 days since i left my room, my mum keeps coming in and beating me, and i keep cutting, i haven't eaten in 4 days. Im not okay, but i guess i have to deal. So this is my life ughhhhj. JUST KILL YOURSELF. The voices in my head keep telling me that.
