RANDOM CRAP

I know.

this is the fatal flaw of the human race. we don't stop to think. myself included. I've done a lot of things. some of those things I regret. and yes, I do feel that if I could do it all again. I would change these things. but the thing is that I cant. so I have to live with them. I often think to myself

"am I the bad guy?" the answer is never straightforward.  it's like the which came first question. on one hand. yes, I have done a lot of bad things in my life but on the other, I've done things to try and counter this and I always land on the same answer. I'm in the grey area, and so is everyone else. because I refuse to believe there is someone out there who hasn't done anything wrong. we aren't perfect but that's the beautiful thing about life and being human we don't have to be. the only time we would be perfect is if we are dead. because we can't make a mistake. sorry if this is confuzzing I need to lay down I didn't sleep well last night. . . just a tip. don't watch life of luxury right before bed. . .