《roses》 ☆bfb/bfdi au☆ [COMPLETE]

1. wreck

leafy

"leafy did...what!?"
"yeah, she stole dr..."

...

i wish i could forget it.
why did i do it? why was i just so... so blind and upset?

i had been constantly distancing myself from the losers, always sulking and, from what they've told me, "bringing down the mood."
i always do that.
i always mess up somehow.
i just want to fix everything.

i hadn't notice coiny come over until he spoke.
"leafy, you can't be moody all the time, you know. this is like, what, the 6th time i've seen you sulking this week? and it isn't even wednesday."

"yeah, i know. i wish i could change how they felt about me."

coiny takes a seat next to me. "you mean our bfb team? you know, me, pin, firey, needle- we've known you for longer. maybe the others are still hung up on what you did in bfdi, but we've known you before that! we know you're this awesome, kind, amazing person. don't dwell on it too much-it's fine, leafy."

"to me, it's not! pin is more closer to you than me, needle and i barely talk to each other and firey won't even look at me! i just... i just want to fix everything."

coiny looks at me with a raised eyebrow. did...did i go too far?

he chuckles. "look, leafy, if you're going to be so pessimistic even when i'm right here, trying to cheer you up, maybe you should start with your life first. you're my best friend, leafy! i care about your wellbeing."

i felt very insulted, but i had to agree. "alright, you're right, you got me," i laughed, "i'm going to the manor if you need me. i suppose cleaning will help me sort out my thoughts."

"that's more like the leafy i know! alright, see you! hope you feel better about yourself soon." coiny waved and ran back to join the rest of the losers.

i waved back and started up the hill that had an old, worn down manor. nobody had touched it for what seemed like years, and i'm pretty thankful for it. it's such a quiet place, perfect for cleaning both the place and my own mind.

...

i'd lost track of time and found myself sweeping the floors at night. i felt more cheery; more hopeful that i'd finally change my life for the better.
i had been so caught up in myself that i didn't notice the rose that had bloomed from underneath the boards.

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yo yo yo how we feeling??? yall liking it so far? i really want to know yalls thoughts on like, everything. the writing, the art, stuff like that !
its literally been a year since i said i was thinking about a rewrite lol....
also im changing like a bunch of stuff. im thinking about adding more to the plot

i'm not going to be able to update as much as i did in the original since i have online summer classes. sucks to suck ig
hopefully i can push out a chapter a day (or 2?)

hope you enjoy the rewrite !!!!!!!!
-mint

(this is after I posted the second chapter and I'm currently writing the 3rd one):