Chapter 5: The Circus

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Sadie's Pov:

After reading Kafka on the shore by my favorite author na si "Haruki Murakami". I close the book and leave it behind, I stand up to toss a rock in the water. I walk towards the shore to feel the stroke of the waves on my feet.

Being alone is my remedy, I don't know why, maybe I once became an introvert. Picnic with me and myself is very necessary especially when I'm having a problem. Kapag kaya kong isarili ang problema kinakaya ko, ayoko ko din kasing mang abala ng ibang tao lalo na't alam kong every individuals ay may mga sariling kinakaharap na problema.

I learned to distance myself kahit na may matatakbuhan naman. Pero pag hindi ko talaga kinakaya tinatawagan at nilalapitan ko si kataleya. That's why I owe my life to her, sobrang dami niya na ring naitulong sakin.

The glimpse of sunrise reached my eyes that makes me feel relieved.
Ipinikit ko ang aking mga mata.

I'm still thinking about what happened yesterday. The way I overthink yet the way that I'm happy with carter.

I inhale to absorb the energy of solitude, sunrise, air and sea.

"Narrow minds devoid of imagination. Intolerance, theories cut off from reality, empty terminology, usurped ideals, inflexible systems. Those are the things that really frighten me. What I absolutely fear and loathe." -Haruki Murakami

Pero ang mas kinakatakot ay ang mga pangyayaring pinapangunahan ko, sapagkat madalas itong mangyare sa lalo na sa hindi inaasahan.

While standing on the shore I pray and talk to God.

"Lord sobrang grateful ako, na pinagtagpo mo kami ni carter. kung ano man ang plano mo sa amin ni Carter, ikaw na po ang bahala"

8 a.m when I decided to eat in a cafe. Well it has a porpuse kung bakit sa cafe, I have a rendezvous with my classmates. We will work on how to perform our presentation through online.

May kakaunti pa naman akong pera para sa sarili ko. Soon kailangan ko ng mag apply ulit ng panibagong trabaho.

Today is carter's journey to get back to his hometown. Madaling araw palang ay bumyahe na sila nila matthew at osric, dahil opening na nila today in manila.

I went home ng kinagabihan ay magkausap ulit kami ni carter.

Andami niyang kwento ngayon, he even said that their first opening ay dinumog sila. Sobrang grateful naman ako dahil ramdam ko ang galak na nararamdaman niya mula sa kabilang linya.

"Sadie?"

He whisper hoarsely.

"Omm?" Matipid kong sagot

"Buti na lang pinagtagpo tayo"

Hearing it from him really makes me more thankful kay God dahil pinagtagpo kami.

"Oum sobrang thankful na pinagtagpo tayo ni lord"

Masayang kong sabi habang maligaya ang aking mga mata habang makatitik sa kisame.

"Sana ikaw na talaga, sadie"

Ngiting labi, na sambit nito habang abot tenga ang akong aking ngiti.

"Yeah, I hope too carter"

I remain silent dahil sa galak na nag iimapaw sa aking damdamin. Few seconds later when he talk again.

Independence is a related term of independent.Tahanan ng mga kuwento. Tumuklas ngayon