"Collapse into me, just once
And I promise you'll never have to fall again." - Rowan Ashley
Rowan Ashley doesn't believe in love, never has. He watched his parents and brother's marriage collapse right in front of his eyes. So when he meets his 's...
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"So what are you gonna do about this whole thing?"
"*Sigh* I don't know mom. Really I don't, I mean I've been living a happy life with people who want me. Then all of a sudden the people who claimed to be my biological parents are back after almost 17 years of abandonment. It's just frustrating...you know?"
Mom hummed on the other side of the call. I had been talking to her for a while when the topic of Anna and Josh came up. She gets it, or at least I think she does. Sure her parents abandoned her too but that was cause she didn't plan on killing me or living me on the streets as they wanted. No, like they literally wanted that. The only difference is her parents haven't called her u yet after 16 years too. For the reason unknown to my kind.
"So how are you feeling about it. I mean you are meeting him tomorrow. Any thoughts or emotions?" She questions carefully. Mom was right, right now it's Friday afternoon school is over and everyone is either just hanging out or at the tryouts for the sports. I decided to go against it and figured I'm better off with the gym and my daily jogs instead.
"It's hard knowing what you are feeling when you don't feel anything." I sighed into the call. There was a pregnant silence in the call. She was trying to analyse what I meant, I meant what I said. "Mhmm- we honey your dad is back. I guess we'll call you later then." We bid each other goodbye and I focused on some sketch I was doing.
I mean the only time I spent with these two people was my seven and a quarter months in the womb. And even then I wouldn't have called myself a human.
Undergrown fetus.
But now here I am, an overgrown fetus slash pet sperm. I can say I only heard stories about my sperm donor and surrogate, I have no memories of them. No pictures, no letters from them. So really meeting u with Josh is like meeting up with a stranger, only cause it is meeting with a stranger, but the only difference is this stranger he had the chance to know me. He just chooses not to, he chooses to flee 5 five minute old daughter and get on the road with his girlfriend.
I don't think they thought of any after-math that could have happened to me, I would've been abandoned without a mother or father. I could have died or been raised by abusive assholes.
Funny thing is- they decided to leave the hospital without anyone in sight, meaning that the nurse wasn't in the room, the doctors were probably done doing all the necessary check ups and left. And mom and dad were on either way to the hospital. I don't even think they were aware that Anna had been in labour until the hospital called telling them that Anna and Josh fled and if they were willing to be my legal guardians. Thank god they said yes, Lord know what would've happened if they didn't choose to take me in and raise me as their daughter.
