Sarah Paulson One Shot

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Cordelia staring admiringly at Y/n from across the room. A friend whispers into Cordelia's ear: 'Why are you so thirsty?'

Cordelia's pov

All the girls and i gathered in the living room for game night. We try to do it once or twice a month if possible. I'm more than happy that we can have one today. Seeing all of them getting along, not dealing with drama or classes, makes me really proud.

We are currently playing uno, I'm losing of course as i usually am. But tonight something is making me even worst at the game. Y/n. She's wearing one of the most lovely dresses, her hair soft and curly. Her lips a shade of a pretty pink, as well as her cheeks. I bite my lips completely losing interest in the game, my eyes all on her.

"Miss Cordelia? Hello earth to miss cordelia?" One of the students snapped me out of my thoughts.

"Sorry! Yes." I played my turned and it didn't take long before i get lost in her beauty all over again. She looks up at me and look away quickly, blushing.

"Miss cordelia its your turn again. You seem not there tonight. Are you alright?" The same student ask me.

"Yes. I'm alright chloe. Just a little tired that is all." I said and played my turn again.
Y/n gets up at the same time. She looks directly at me and winked and laughed as she walked into the kitchen.

"Hey cordelia, why are you so thirsty?" Madison said from across the room. I cleared my throat and raised my eyebrows at her.

"Excuse me?" I said

"Cordelia... we all can see the way you look at y/n. You want her bad don't you? I always knew you were a lesbo."

"Madison. Shut it. Will you? And I've told you my sexuality is none of your business."

"You're just not saying anything about y/n? Silence is saying it all." She smirked. Madison frustrates me so much.

"Madion stop, its game night can we not. Y/n is just-"

"What did i miss?" Y/n cuts me off walking in.

"Oh nothing just cordelia being a total simp over you." Madison said and my eyes went wide.

"Oh? Is that true cordelia?" She asked sitting back down.

"Absolutely not. Let's play another game any suggestions?" I Asked changing the subject.

"Truth or dare" madison said and i didn't said anything because I do not want y/n so be suspicious of my liking towards her.

"Alright then... cordy. Sofia? Truth or dare?" Madison asked and it went on for couple of minutes. I was completely fearing Madison picking me because I'm screwed. Whether its Truth or dare. I obviously could lie but I'm so stressed.

"Y/n truth or dare?"

"Truth! Shoot your shot" she said enthusiastically

"Do you have a crush on our supreme?"

I could see y/n blushing. Oh god. "I mean... mmh. Crush? That's a strong word. I admire her, look up to her, she's also very beautiful that's not the point, i- nothing to add." I'm looking right at her and its taking everything in her to not look in my direction.

"Y/n didn't know you were into girls." Madison said

"Oh please. I'm a proud out of the closet lesbian. But unfortunately everyone thinks im straight." She laughed and suddenly i got some hope because i really thought she was straight.

Then they went on playing i didn't get picked once. Until of course madison pointed at me. "Cordelia... cordelia, truth or dare?"

"Dare- no truth yes truth!" I said nervous

"Nuh uh, you said dare first. I dare you to go into the closet with y/n and make out with her." I gasp and my whole face started burning, i must be blushing. Obviously y/n would agree-

She's standing right in front of me holding out her hand. "Come on cordelia, it can't be that bad." Then she pulled me up and we rushed the closet.

Once we are in, y/n seem nervous. There's no way she's into me as well.

"Y/n... we don't have too you know, no one can see we can just pr-" i was cut off by her lips being pressed on mine.

They were so warm, i reciprocated the kiss right away, my hand resting on the back of her head. She deepened the kiss as she felt me kissing her back.

I was in shock, oh god. How much I've craved for this. My Fingers tangling in her hair.

She pulled away from my lips and kissed her way to my jaw and neck. And i was stupidly hoping she would leave a mark.

I felt the sting, of her leaving a hickey for sure where i couldn't hide it.

"Knock, knock, times over. You've been in there for ages." Madison kept on knocking

"Fuck... i- y/n I'm mmh"

"Cordelia shhh, it's okay let's talk about this later." She said and opened the door after fixing her hair. She thought she did.

"I see things got wild in th-"

"Oh shut it Madison." Y/n shouted to Madison and left to go to her room.

I called the game night off. And cleaned everything, all the girls back in their room.

After an hour so i can't see to get you off my mind. I need to see you, to kiss you again.

As i hurried upstairs to your room I'm about to knock, but you're faster than me. The door wide open you stepping out bumping into me..

"Holy shit! I- what the fuck- i was coming to see you- how-"

I pushed her back into her bedroom, shutting the door with my foot as i pressed my lips on hers. The kiss is deepened with each step we take, we eventually found ourselves in your bed.

And god knows how badly I've been wanting this. Wanting you. And it's happening.

A/n: this is terrible I've had this in my drafts for months. I'm on ao3 now and I've completely switched fandom. I still love sarah so much. But im way more focused on my own life and a league of their own. My user on ao3 is oceansgill if you wanna read my work. Maybe I'll still update here sometimes but it was a nice 4 years and i appreciate all the support I've gotten throughout the years. Im very grateful. Thank you so much for reading what i write and leaving comments.