Sarah Paulson One Shot

the only girl in the world

I was laying down in my bed and madison walks in. "What's up y/n?" She sits at the edge of my bed and i sit up.

"well as you can see nothing. What do you want?" I asked annoyed. She was the girl that annoyed me the most in this academy to be honest.

"We are going karaoke. Cordelia is coming too. So get dress go go!" She walk to my dresser throwing at me the only dress i own. Who turns out to be extremely short and red. Pretty sure Madison gave me this for Christmas last year.

"Madison no! This dress is like so innapropriate. you know i hate dresses."  i rolled my eyes sighing loudly.

"Come on dont be a nerd. Go change if you don't i will." She looks at me seriously.

I undress in front of her and i put on the dress. "Happy?" I walk to my bathroom and i put some makeup on and i put my hair in a high ponytail.

"Okay let's go because i don't have any choice mmh." I walk out of my room and of course the only car i have a place left is with cordelia. I'm just gonna embarrass myself again. I can't believe this.
I go sit and  wait for cordelia.

I see her walking out of the academy and i start stressing so i bite my nails. She smiles at me before opening the door and sitting.

"Y/n don't bite your nail. How many time dl i have to tell you." She said seriously and grabbed my wrist.

"S-sorry. I'm just mmh stressed." I laugh nervously and she lets go of my wrist.

"Mmh. Do you want to listen to sone music? Its a 30 minute drive." I nodded and i connect my phone to the bluetooth and of course the First song is i wanna be your girlfriend. I quickly change it and look outside.

I've been out of the closet for a while but no one had said to me it was okay they just accepted it. But i dont know about cordelia, she always act so weird around me. Maybe i make her uncomfortable. I should ask her.

"This song is good." She said as at last play.

"I love it" i said smiling a little. Stop it stop being so stress.

"You are tense y/n why?" She asked focused on the road.

"Im not tensed miss cordelia. I'm all fine." I managed to say without sounding somehow nervous.

"Let's say i believe you" she laugh softly.

After another 20 minutes we reach the place. I basically run out of the car and inside. I wanted to absolutely avoid cordelia. We all sat at a table ordering drinks. Madison goes sing first of course. Then after a couple of drinks i have the confidence to go. I decided  to sing for cordelia well hoping cordelia will know that its for her to know how i feel.

I took some deep breath and i start singing

'I want you to love me, like I'm a hot ride
Be thinkin' of me, doin' what you like
So boy forget about the world cause it's gon' be me and you tonight
I'm gonna make your beg for it, then imma make you swallow your pride
Oooohhh'

I keep looking at her and she looks back at me.

'Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world
Like I'm the only one that you'll ever love
Like I'm the only one who knows your heart
Only girl in the world...'

I stop singing and i drop the microphone running out of the place.

I lean my back against the wall outside. I starter crying regretting what i had done. I feel softly hand carressing my arms.

"You're the only girl in my world. And i only want to love you. Y/n I've known for a bit that you have a thing for me. Your thoughts are loud." She takes my hand in hers

Before i could i say anything she cuts me off.

"I feel the same." She stand in front of me lifting my chin with her index finger.

"Cordelia i-. I'm- really? You do?" I asked tilting my head.

"Yes let me prove it to you. My girl" she kiss me softly. Its not long but the way it felt proved to me that she does feel the same.

"I do. I love you." I pull her in for another kiss smiling. She pulled away.

"Do you want to go back to the academy the girls wont be back until some more hours." I nodded walking to her car.

Heyy i wrote this im not proud of it at all.
There is no smut but I'll write a part 2 with smut. As the continuation.
I still dont feel good but im proud i managed to write a little something.