Sarah Paulson One Shot

happy birthday

I was deep in my sleep when i felt soft hand cupping my cheek. I open my eyes softly and i saw the most beautiful pair of eyes.
"Mmh good morning sarah." I mumbled yawning.

"Good morning birthday girl." She said with a grin.

"Oh no its today ugh" i pout i really hate my birthday.

"Come on dont do me this scene again this year is special you're turning 25! Only once in your life." She said sitting up.

"Yeah just like 24, 23, 22, 21, 20." I said rolling my eyes and sighing.

"Ah here you go again with miss bad attitude. Im getting tired of this y/n" she gets up walking in our bathroom locking the door. I didn't mind her and stay laying down in bed. She soon enough came out of it.

"Y/n since you never wanna celebrate your birthday then you wont mind if i go." She said sounding annoyed.

"I dont care" i said bad.

"As if you ever care." She said back to me this hurted.

"Sarah i- i do care alot you just. You know i dont like my birthday its been the same in the past 5 years." She reply nothing and walk out of the bedroom. I got up and run right behind her.

"No y/n just stay here doing nothing all day. I care for you and i want to celebrate your birthday but you never want so I'll find something more important to do today. Bye" she walk out of the house i didint even have time to say anything. I sit in front of the door and cry.

Why am i like this? Can't i just make her happy. I seems to fail at everything. why cant i just appreciate my birthday like everybody else  now my girlfriend hates me the day of it.

I spend the whole day curled up in bed, crying questioning my existence at some point. When it was around 5 pm the front door open and i run to see if it was sarah. But it was Lily, dont get me wrong i love lily, but i was expecting sarah.

"Oh here you are cry baby. Go get dress i need you to babysit my babygirl today." I don't mind but why on my birthday did she forget.

"Yeah of course not like its a special day or something right" i laugh and go get dress.

I walk to lily wearing jogging and a sweater.

"Oh no, you know my daughter, go wear a dress she wants to play princess." I sigh and go get change again. I walk out wearing my favorite red dress.

"Much better, maybe makeup if you dont want her to paint yourself." I sigh again and walk to the bathroom putting on some light makeup

"Better can we go." I said and she nodded.

We walk to her car and drive to her place. The drive was extremely silent. I was sad, even tho i didn't liked my birthday it hurted that she forgot about it.

Once we are there i walk out and she let me go in first saying she forgot something in the car.

I walk in and thats when i saw a the people i loved in the same room. My girlfriend, my mother, my little sister, my grandparents, my bestfriend. My little sister walk up to me.

"Happy birthday y/n. Now now dont get mad me and sahah wowk weally hard on this. So pwease appeciate it" she said looking who is now walking toward me.

"I know you dont like celebrating your birthday but i wanted today to be special because of 2 things. One your now 25 and its  big year. And mmh second since you dont wanna celebrate it lets celebrate this instead."

Lily walk in with a bag giving it to sarah as she mouthed me happy birthday. Sarah pulled out of the bag a small blue box. I feel my knees getting weak.

She kneel in front of me. "Dear y/n, you're my joy, my happiness, my word, my everything. You make everyday so much better just by smiling. You are so caring to everyone that you care about, you have such a big heart. Always willing to give to others. Those are just some of the millions of reasons why i want to ask you this." She open the box revealing a diamond ring, yet so simple and so beautiful just how I dreamed of it.

"Will you marry me.  (Y/n),(y/l/n" she said biting her lips and i nodded.

"Yes! Yes! I wanna marry you sarah!" I said pulling her up to me and kissed her. After a short kiss she put the ring on my finger before kissing my hand. I hear my family and friends cheering up and clapping.

And i realized at this exact moment that my birthday wasnt only to celebrate me, but to me to feel lucky to have all those wonderful people surrounding in my every day life.

I wanted to post a little something because it's my bday im sorry this is bad but i really wanted to post something on my  bday! Yaya! Im 18!