"Oppa,"
I called out softly and he hold on to the back of my head.
We went back home.
He bring me back to his house.
After shower and eating something simple for dinner, we just lay down on the bed while staring at each other.
"Can I kiss you?"
He asked that suddenly.
I mean, he usually doesn't ask if he wants to kiss me but he ask now.
Is it because of what happened today?
He's afraid that I wouldn't like skinship?
"You don't have to ask."
"I'm trying to stop you from thinking things. With kiss."
I just close my eyes when he leaned forward and claimed my lips with his.
He kissed me rather slow and intense.
I feel him pulling me towards him as close as he could.
I feel like he's saying sorry now with his kiss.
"J-Jun,"
I try to pull away but he just pulled me back, continue kissing me.
He must have feel bad.
He must have feel so bad that he wasn't able to know that something wrong is going on with that guy when he's already by my side all the time.
But it's not like I knew it long time ago, is only few days ago that I think he's acting weird.
"O-Oppa."
I forced myself to push him this time and he finally stop.
It should be him trying to stop himself from thinking about things by kissing me.
Not the other way round.
I wiped his face when he's crying silently.
"I'm not going to hold everything in anymore now so uljima. It's not that you couldn't protect me, hmm? I didn't know it either so is not your fault. It's no one's fault. And I can protect myself too when it's necessary. You know that I can easily scare people away when I really show off my skills."
Getting up slightly, I just pulled him on his neck so that he can lay his head on my shoulder.
"So uljima. Don't be mad at yourself."
I whisper before kissing his hair lightly.
The filming stopped for few days because of what happened.
I'm glad that nothing big happened.
My hand would need at least a week to recover so basically the doctor wants me to go back to the hospital to clean my wound every day.
Song Kang oppa is fine after that day.
Except that he became really clingy.
"Where are you going?"
I groaned while falling back when he pulled me on my waist.
I fall on his lap.
We are actually watching some movies on the TV.
And I had been staying in his house since that day.
Not that I don't want to go home, I just thought that it would calm him if I didn't leave him alone.
But he really doesn't let me go 10 meters away from him, jinjja.
He got so insecure.
"Bathroom! Ah oppa, i won't go anywhere!"
