Every day;
I came to the hospital every day.
Even though it's far, I really went to see both of them.
"Jin Yeong-sshi."
The captain and lieutenants came too when Jae Jin is still in the ICU.
"You guys didn't report to your boss?"
I asked and they stand beside me.
I'm alone.
I hardly convinced Do Hyun oppa to go back to his filming although he said he's willing to stay with me until they discharge from the hospital.
And so does my brother.
I tell them that I'm fine alone.
That I need some time alone too.
I have many things to think about.
"Nae."
"Why?"
"Because we don't want to. We already got it covered so don't think about it."
The captain said before patting my back.
"You won't get into trouble?"
"As long as we all don't say anything. We already settle that fella."
He pointed up, meaning Hyun Jun.
"Are you going to be here until they are both discharge?"
"Until Jae Jin is discharge."
Why would I even bother about that bastard?
"Then what about training?"
"Train on your own. You already know the routine. I don't accept the job because of money anyway so you don't have to pay me when I'm absent."
I said.
Basically I accept the job wasn't really because I want to train them anyway.
It's because of Jae Jin.
I feel too anxious to turn a blind eye on him.
"His gang. What did you do to them?"
I asked and turn around to lean my back on the wall.
"Disciplinary action. Until you come back."
I look at them.
I got a hunch.
"Dong Min told you guys about me didn't he? Before my first day at the military base. He must have already tell you guys what kind of life I had been living because of his face right?"
They didn't say anything and I let out a breath.
I'm pretty sure he did, judging by their silence.
"Did he tell that I can't stay in a room with the door close? Because uri omma and appa argue every day with door close until they divorce? Seon Su, answer me."
It took him a moment to nod.
"That's not the main reason."
I honestly said.
"Dong Min molla, the main reason why I can't stay in a room with door close."
I stare at the wall again.
"That's because I witness something that I shouldn't when I'm 3, together with my brother who are 11 years older than me. Our biological mom lock us up inside the cabinet to protect us when our biological father who got drunk. The only thing I remember about her is she being beaten to death. So do me a favour, don't close the door when you are with me. Don't tell Dong Min too. I'm still trying to fix my traumas one by one."
