I couldn't believe it.
Shutting my eyes, I feel so horrible about what I just heard from my brother.
I really hope that it's just a dream now.
Can someone just make it a dream for me?
Wiping my face, I couldn't even stop myself from crying.
Is this how Ki Jun and Bo Ram feel?
But it's different.
How we see this thing is different.
Why did shit always happen?
"J-Jin Y-Yeong ah,"
Seon Ho oppa just wiped my face when I keep crying as he sighed.
I feel so bad for him.
He had that memory chasing him for life and yet I know nothing.
He had nightmare every night while I know nothing.
"Y-You should have told me jinjja... I-I should have realise it when you never sleep in the room,"
I groaned at him and he hushed, "Stop crying, nae? And how can I even tell you? I was glad that you never remember it but," He sighed and wiped my face with his sleeve.
"Don't cry. It's all over now."
"W-What's over? Nothing is over. We are still traumatised."
I hissed and he sighed again.
Now I know why I can't bare to have the door close.
It's not just because of the fighting outside the room;
It's not just because of the bully;
But something that had happened way before that.
"You are leaving? Just like that?"
He said when I just grabbed my bag as I got up from the sofa, not done crying yet.
"N-Nae, I don't know how to comfort you either. I'm going to look for Do hyun oppa."
I said and he heaved heavily.
"Are you seriously dumping your brother for your boyfriend now?"
"N-Nae! I-I hate people lying and you lied to me. I h-hate you aishh."
I just wear my shoe and went out from the house.
"You cried?"
Do Hyun oppa said that when he came out from the building and saw me standing outside the car.
I just said I'll come and get him.
"Wae? What did you cry for?"
He cupped my face and I think my eyes are really swollen, that's why he asked.
My eyes does feel really sore.
"I-I found out the reason for my d-dream last night. Uri o-oppa just t-told me. S-So I c-cried. I should have know it when uri oppa never sleep in the room."
I said while feeling very sour as my vision get blurry again.
He just pulled me into his embrace and sighed.
"Uljima, your eyes are too swollen now."
I stiffened a little.
"I-I'm trying."
I whined.
He kissed my cheeks softly while patting my back.
"You want to go back to my house or your house? I'll drive."
